pictures taken on sun after church service....
church wif sch uniform..opps where am i looking?
formal photo?
spot me?all facing backwards...jason is the only want looking infront...
informal photo?
yest slept at 9.45pm surprisingly.
was so super tired still...

today english paper was okok la..
after paper frm 12pm to 12.30pm.
me and clarissa walk out of school to mac then playground.
when did me and her became so close???haha...
was 5 to 10 mins late for logicmill...
lucky miss tan didnt scold as or anything:)

visting abel today was cancelled as his mum smsed and said
tat he isn't feeling tat well having headache.
hoping tat he would recover faster....

tmr is labour day:)
no school a public hoilday...
ask going to spent the whole day sleeping?
had been very tired this few days maybe due to exams.

looks like everyone is falling ill this few days....
wats happening???

sigh!i'm afraid of something:(





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met taferine at 8pm under my block.
went to church 2nd level study.
did source base question then terry and the rest came.

so went to hua li xuan then church service.
church service talks abt maturity...

after service,tat took photos as we were in our school P.E tee shirt...
after tat went to parkway awhile then went home.
as i had promise my parents tat i will be home early:)

walk home wif taferine and junyang from tampines interchange.

today is a chocolate day for me!!!
chocolate chocolate i want u!!!
reached home about 6.45pm.

tmr is my english paper.
time really files.
its already coming to the 5th month of 2007.
thinking through so many things had happen in this year...

i think i'm goin to get sick...
like flu,sore throat,headache etc...
cause normally exams period i will be sick while studying...

hoping tat i will get gd grades for my mid years!
things i feel like doing now...
craving for chocolate!!!
watching:spiderman 3 & 200 pounds of beauty
hoping to get:addias jacket and NEW PHONE!!!!:)

hopefully my parents would get me a new phone:)

oh ya! HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO KELLY:))

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白色风车 Bai se Feng Che White Windmills
词: 周杰伦Ci: Zhou Jie Lun
Lyrics: Jay Chou

曲: 周杰伦
Qu: Zhou Jie Lun
Music: Jay Chou

白色的风车 安静的转着
bai se de feng che / an jing de zhuan zhe
The white windmills whirling silently

真实的感觉 梦境般遥远
zhen shi de gan jue / meng jing ban yao yuan
The feeling of reality appears so surreal

甜甜的海水 复杂的眼泪
tian tian de hai shui / fu za de yan lei
The beautiful sea, the intricate tears

看你傻笑着 握住我的手
kan ni sha xiao zhe / wo zhu wo de shou
Watching your silly grin, clasping my hand

梦希望没有尽头 我们走到这就好
meng xi wang mei you jing tou / wo men zou dao zhe jiu hao
I hope this dream has no end, so let’s just walk till here

因为我不想太快走完这幸福
yin wei wo bu xiang tai kuai zou wan zhe xin fu
Because i don’t wish for this bliss to end so soon

很可惜没有祝福 当爱你并不孤独 不会再让你哭
heng ke xi mei you zhu fu / dang ai ni bing bu gu du / bu hui zai ran ni ku
It is a pity that there is no blessing, I don’t feel lonely at all when loving you,
i won’t let you cry again

我背你走到最后 能不能不要回头
wo bei ni zou dao zui hou / neng bu neng bu yao hui tou
I carry you till the end, can we not turn back

你紧紧地抱住我 说你不需要承诺
ni jing jing de bao zhu wo / shuo ni bu xu yao cheng nuo
You embraced me, telling me you don’t need any promises

你说我若一个人会比较自由
ni shuo wo ruo yi ge ren hui bi jiao zi you
You said I will have more freedom if i am by myself

我不懂你说什么 反正不会松手
wo bu dong ni shuo shen me / fan zheng bu hui song shou
I don’t understand what you said, regardless, i won’t let go of your hands

我背你走到最后 能不能别想太多
wo bei ni zou dao zui hou / neng bu neng bie xiang tai duo
I carry you till the end, can we not think too much

会不会手牵着手 晚一点再到尽头
hui bu hui shou qian zhe shou / wan yi dian zai dao jing tou
Will we still be holding hands, reaching later to the end

你说不该再相见 只为了瞬间
ni shuo bu gai zai xiang jian / zi wei le shun jian
You said we shouldn’t meet anymore just for this brief moment

谢谢你让我听见 因为我在等待永远
xie xie ni ran wo ting jian / yin wei wo zai deng dai yong yuan
Thanks for letting me know, for i will be here waiting for eternity



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met jasmine then went to near jessica's house.
wif jasmine and evangaline.
did a few maths ques jasmine teach me.
thanks jasmine!!!:)

then studied science on my own.
after terry and the rest came.
we leave and went to jessica's house for cell...
was kinda having headache and dun feel like talking.

after awhile ok le:)
after i study i'm like tat de.so ya!
today was refreshment first then games follow by word then....

william shared today abt matthew 6-7.
Got touched my God today.:)
do u wan to have a house build on rock or sand???

after tat we slack at jessica's house for awhile then
went to the coffeeshop to eat.
took bus 291 all the way home.wif taferine.

tmr i'm going to church earlier.
mtg constance wif taferine to study!
she's teaching me history and science.

after service tmr i guess i'll be coming home straight.
as my english paper is on mon!
oh man!stressed up already.exams on mon!!!!

[[give me a postive attitude,to study to the best of my abilities...
for your grace is sufficient to meet every challenge i may face...]]


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i need chocolate!!!
i want to chocolate!!!
any chocolate but not dark chocolate...

got back my hp but no sim card.
hopefully i can get my sim card by tonight.

idiot,stupid freaking stealer la.
all thanks to you.
even if i gt my sim card still no contacts inside.
go and die la idiot,stupid,freaking bo liao kia...

came home bath then study.
tmr meeting evan earlier goin jessica's
house at 12pm.studying.

oh man!everytime i study,
i will get flu,headache and FUSTRATED.
wats happening?
i just feel tat i've not been myself this few days.
i get irritated easily.worked up easily.
and shout just over a small matter.
moodless to do anything.
exams coming hating it.
always tempted to scold vulgarists.
i just hate being like that.
wats happening????
have i changed this few days?




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wahhh!!!!make me worried for nth!!!!

was raining heavily when i woke up.
went to school nearly late...

chinese lesson learn a new topic dumpling festival.
lots of problems happened today.
but guess its solve now:)

today finally studied...
studied maths,science and history.
science & history was totally screwed up dun even understand a single thing.
i'm goin me so super dead man!

God answered my prayers...:)
firstly abel discharge frm hospital le:)
secondly i thot i would get a bad/horrible scoldings.
but guess wat?my parents said tat the teacher called them
telling them tat they found my phone:)

but still sigh for some stuff...
[[being single is good?]]
[[single yet unavailable.]]

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The Sweet Escape
[Gwen]
If I could escape I would but,First of all, let me say
I must apologize for acting stank & treating you this way
Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold?

[CHORUS]
If I could escape & re-create a place that's my own world
& I could be your favourite girl (forever), Perfectly together
Tell me boy now wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)
If I could be sweet, I know I've been a real bad girl (I'll try to change)
I didn't mean for you to get hurt (whatsoever)
We can make it better, Tell me boy wouldn't that be sweet? (sweet escape)

[Akon]
I want to get away, to our sweet escape
I want to get away, yeah!

[Gwen]
You held me down, I'm at my lowest boiling point
Come help me out, I need to get me out of this joint
Come on let's bounce, counting on you to turn me around
Instead of clowning around, let's look for some common ground
So baby, times get a little crazy
I've been gettin' a little lazy, waitin' on you to come save me
I can see that you're angry by the way that you treat me
Hopefully you don't leave me, wanted you with me

[CHORUS]
Woohoo, Yeehoo
Woohoo, Yeehoo (If I could escape)
Woohoo, yeehoo (If I could escape)
Woohoo, Yeehoo
Cause I've been acting like sour milk all on the floor
It's your fault you didn't shut the refrigerator
Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold?
[CHORUS]
Woohoo, Yeehoo (I wanna get away, get away)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (To our sweet escape)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (I wanna get away)
Woohoo, Yeehoo (Yeah)
Woohoo, YeehooWoohoo, Yeehoo

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went to school today.
felt so sad.felt so uncomfortable.
but yet wat happen has already happen...
went to class benjamin said.
cheer up la.God do everything for a purpose.
thanks bc:)

didnt have attire check today.
miss tan totally forgot abt it:)

abel yeo got bang by a van.
in kk hospital now...
hope he will recover faster...

chinese lesson as usual bored!
PW went to home econs room.
i just talk like siao...

after school stayed back for maths rememial.
then went home.

yest eunice came over to teach me maths.
also she felt my house at 11pm sorry eunice,
for ending so late...thanks for teaching me maths too...

Abel Yeo:hope u will recover faster and come back to sch:)


i believe God have a purpose for everything.
wat had happen had already happen there's nth i can but do pray hard..
thank God in all circumstances... :)

exams coming.
wish all of u out there who is taking exams,
to do ur best and bring glory to GOD too:)


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today is super unlucky day.
during PE when recess come back.
discover my phone lost.
not only my but joleen,benjamin,carissa also lost.
argh! super pissed off la.

tat spoilt my whole day seriously.
i dunno hw am i goin to wake up tmr.
feel my pocket something is missing.
is totally a horrible feeling.
parents overseas.
when they come back i'm going to be dead.

wats happening?
like so many things crop up when exams are coming.
i promise myself to study but yet,everyday have its own distraction.
computer,hp lost,watching television..
i'm so totally fustrated,pissed off.
not in a mood to do something la.

i'm so sad.
tears flowing down frm my eyes.
i hate the feeling i wan my phone.
i need my phone!

make a police report but i guess its of no use!
tat time i ask my parents to buy me a new phone for my birthday.
got scoldings frm my dad.
mum,nag at me.
but now when they're back give them a news my phone kenda stolen
how would they react?

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was nearly late for school today.
gt back my lit test.
sigh!10/20 just pass.

after school stay for logicmills then went home.
walk under the rain.
was drench frm head to toe!
was very cold also haha...

came back home use computer talk to eunice and stuff..
tmr eunice coming my house.
teach me study.

tmr have PE!!?die already.
7 more days to my english paper.
i must buck up man!
althought don't feel like studying but.

Colossians 3:17 ``And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.

i will study and do my best for the coming exams.....

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went to first service today...
went to eat breakfast wif my parents.
then they drove me there.

1st service pst Aaron Jen preach...

after tat trudy,jessica,constance and me.
went to parkway food court eat.
then went to katong mtg terry.

3rd service pst lim preach.
after tat went to katong again.
me,jessica & shae took 10 to tamp.

they walk me home then they walk home.

parents went to malaysia will be back on wed.

tmr starting school.sigh!hate it!
i hate going school nowadays.
exams sucks!

BORED-->SIAN-->BAD MOOD-->MOODY-->MOODLESS-->
DUN FEEL LIKE TALKING...

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went to eat subway wif shaelynna...
first time eating with her..
then meet jessica took bus 10.
reach there went in the room where we'll be goin for zone meeting.
zone meeting started at ard 3pm.

did usher pass the offering bag down.
today the sermon was about friendship.
i wonder if i have a good friend which i could
share all of my problems with always there through thick and thin...

after tat went out to eat pizza.
then headed off to katong eat chicken rice.
then bus 10 to tamp.
293 to home.

my parents attitude change already.
change to the better:)
tmr my parents will be going off to malaysia.
to see my grandfather.
as something happen to him.

tmr going for 1st service.
i'm so super damn moody?
sighs.dunno la.why am i feeling this way?
crappies shit!

dun ask me why?cos i'm finding the ans myself.


ps:eunice lai!tag my blog.dun so secretive spot-check ar?
TAG LA!

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stupid damn phone spoilt.
told my dad and he say something like he dun care.
wth!then say i did not study use com listen music.
YES!I ADMIT TAT I DID USE AND STUFF.BUT I CAN SAY
TAT I DID STUDY!
everyday onli computer computer when i'm studying where is he?
must i always study infront of his face.
damn pissed off and moodless la.
freaking phone.

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school was okok today=P
relief teacher took over us for lit.
and she treated as like primary school kid la.
science was also a teacher relief us.
then talk till like he our science teacher.

during D&T my group and some other people was playing a fool
mdm siti was kinda unhappy la.then jot down our names.
monday comfirm kenda frm ms tan de.

after school went out wif jessica & shae.
went to eat KFC then library to study.
reach my house downstairs,walk to fairprice find my sis.
was totally moodless went wif my sis.
dunno wat somehow emo,moody dun feel like talking when i'm alone
or with my parents or family members.
i dun wish to be like tat!!!

have been going out this whole week.
went to study and stuff also.

tmr going to eat subway wif jessica & shae.
then head to church as it is zone mtg tmr.
i'm doing usher tmr...

was kinda disappointed with something la.sigh.
just feel so wat la.always kenda bluff/PS...sighs!
wat can i do?

ppl really do change.
i simply hate girls/guys cheating on guys/girls feeling.
anyhow handle a relationship.
simply hating it!and i meant it!
bluffing urself and also cheating on ur feelings and
the other party feeling...

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yest,school was alright.
the most shiok lesson was history.
the teacher was like who wanna go toilet go now!
then everyone rush out.
me and carissa went to 1st floor study study area go drink water-cooler.

after school went for maths rememial..
urgh! i dun wanna go man!
was like screwed up for maths test today.
then maths rememial the paper and test one is like
one so difficult the other was like quite easy.

after school went to william's house.
cons give me BS abt angel and matt5...
then william lend me 2 bks.
one about:chinese traditions & beliefs.
and growing in righteousness.(beatitudes)
came back home at abt 7pm.

today school was totally sian/boring.
english had english format writing test.
science did graph.
stupid la ms tan caught me cos i dislike greating teacher haha...
chapel me,vanessa,shae and tafe went infront:)
after school went out wif evan.
she came to shss take results...
me and her then walk to tm.
went to JHS eat then open plaza study.
studied 5 chapter of geography.
had a strong craving for choc.
so went to fairprice buy choc.
came home did my compo which was due on monday.
was happy haha a sense of accomplishment as it was a long time
since i seriously do my homework..
exams is abt 1week plus.
i must study really hard to get the results i wan:)
i finally have the heart to study.
i'm so happy:)
i must overcome all my distraction like wat was said during chapel.

have been going out the whole week.
tmr guess i'm coming home right after school:)
i'm going study frm today onwards till exams are over.

sat zone mtg.
sun church.











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hello...
sch wasn't tat boring today:)
PE was like wth must run!
then i dun even bother i just walk then run walk then run.
ribcage and stomach was hell pain man!

during english lesson me and berlinda was passing letter all the way.

assembly it sucks man!
wat more ended late.

after school nafa test..
sit-up=32
incline pull up=18
shetter run=11.99
standing broad jump=154
sit &reach=32
2.4km=18.33(failed wth!)
i suck at runing and hate running man!

after tat went down to the canteen wif joleen.
as i'm waiting for shae.joleen waiting for xt they all..
ate potato salad was craving for it:)

then me and shae went to mac.
she eat but i didnt..
haha draw on her hand.
using pink marker.
EMO KID.
then i love you.
till death do us part..
she like commit sucide la.haha....

then wait till 5.45pm.
jessica dismiss frm sch then they
both went back home together.

sense something just now.
so creepy...

i believe and wants someone to come church.
i will try and try:)
a true fren won't lie and deny the fact.

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went to school today.
was screwed up during science test...
lit gt back my previous test,gt 15/20.
lit test today.i think i'm going to fail.
cos i think i wrote quite little words as i was wordless haha...

was caught by miss tan was eating sweet.
stupid sia.
slept ending of chinese lesson & after lit test.
was super boring in school.

went for logicmill after tat,
shae was so good la.
she walk wif me to tamasek poly there take bus.
but we went to A1 eat and drink too.
in the end she went my house downstairs take cab home:)

while walking me and shae talked abt religions.
i love knowing/talking abt other religion & animals:)

reach home PEACEFUL.
no one at home:)

was so bored.nth to do.
someone overcome my boredom...

i'm goin to be death 2more weeks and exams.
i'm sure to get bad results.

tmr PE then nafa test.crap la.
tmr must run properly le during PE.
tmr needa stay back till 5pm.
i think i'm goin to be moody again.

simply dislike some ppl in my class.
if u know who u are...

dehyrating,flu...
i see doctor ate the medicine onli once..

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Don't Love You No More (i'm Sorry) Lyrics
For all the years that I've known you baby
I can't figure out the reason why lately you've been acting so cold
(didn't you say)
If there's a problem we should work it out
So why you giving me the cold shoulder now
Like you don't even wanna talk to me girl
(tell me)
Ok I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
But why are you making this thing drag on so long
(I wanna know)
I'm sick and tired of this silly game
(silly games)
Don't think that I'm the only one here to blame
It's not me here who's been going round slamming doors
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

[VERSE 2]
I know that I made a few mistakes
But never thought that things would turn out this way
Cause I'm missing something now that your gone
(I see it all so clearly)
Me at the door with you in a state
(in a state)
Giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face
That's when you turned and said to me
I don't care babe who's right or wrong
I just don't love you no more.

[CHORUS]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

[BRIDGE]
Don't say those words it's so hard
They turn my whole world upside down
Girl you caught me completely off guard
On the night you said to me
I just don't love you more.

[CHORUS 2X]
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now, your gone, my fault, I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's, too late, to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

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yest went for cell..
was a combine cell grp wif 4.1.
was at jason's house.

i was the first to reach at bedok interchange.
cos in the end,didnt meet shae and terry for lunch.
reached there,walk the pasar malam hunt for my birdnest.
but they didnt sell birdnest.
walk back to interchange saw clement.

then slowly the rest came.
took bus to jason's house.
alight the bus then rain super big.
we walked in the rain to the opp bus stop.
was drench frm head to toe la.

reach there wow!the house is so nice lor.
after cell went to the swiming pool there packed food to eat.
me and shae sat at the playground and eat.

after tat,me,cons and jason took bus 69 home.

today,my mum went church wif me.
after many trys.
after church went to subway takeaway then went home.

in the bus 293 & 10 was quite emo & moody.
went home then start using com.
nth much happen today.

tmr school start.
craps monday blues again...

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went to school today...
english did english test summary.
lit test was postpone today as many of us
don't understand the passage.
D&T some ppl was called to walk around pick up litter
as today was founder's day.

ended school at 10.15am.
went wif jessica &shaelynna to eat lunch.
headed of to my house.
studied alittle,then watched
snakes on a train
&
The victim(a thailand horror movie).

then studied for awhile.
drew precious moments took like 20-30mins drawing.

6.40pm leave the house when to tanjong pajar to find terry.
had dinner there when to his office to do bible test also.
took train back to tampines then 293 home.
in bus 293 was a plenty of thoughts in my mind.
tat turns me emo.

tmr mtg shae & terry 12.30pm at small mac.
going to settle our lunch at subway.
then head off to bedok for cell group.

[[i thot i would just don't really bother
cos i thot i do understand but yet i just
can't help but .....]]

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3rd time posting...
post already my com auto shut down....
stupid computer...

got back my chinese test
knew i would get such marks...
i got 10/50 veri lousy right yup..
thats my chinese standard...

got back my geo test...
12/20 was not satisfied.

took english test the passage was about
beavers and perfume average not that difficult...

maths lesson was mostly all getting scoldings.
due to other teachers complain about my class...
changed of sits,i'm now sitting just 1 sit away from the back door...
now beside me is carissa behind me is ben...

its kinda hard to be attentive at tat place...
but,i will be attentive when i don't know something...
in class was sms sms and sms...

chapel was about when you sow you will reap.
and also shared his life testimony...
i could sing of ur love forever this song
got stuck in my head....

tmr 1015am finish school...
asking my mum if shae and maybe jess could come my house
STUDY.then at night go tm eat dinner wif terry.

tmr having science test and science spelling...
goin to study at night maybe after dinner to 9pm...

its sad seeing people change to the bad....
i finally understand what it means by bad accompany
could influence you...

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went to school as usual..
went to find shae on the way to her class met her
and tafe...pass tafe letter...
didnt got caught for anything today...

history was screwed up by tat test...
didnt study at all...
maths lucky i still able to catched up...
thanks to amanda ng...
always helping me in maths whenever i dunno...

chinese lessson...
hating it now...
hate the subject...
hate the way she teach...
hate to see her...
hate to attend her lesson..
yes i dun deny tat my studies sucks, my chinese sucks,
i'm in a NA class so?tat does not means u can show us
attitude wat...u think u HOD of chinese big ar...
7 yrs of experience veri big ar...
wan show black face then dun teach us la better still...
BITCH!?

after school went to see the vb match...and shss won:)
after tat went home...studied alittle...
played computer as usual...

tmr goin to have science spelling test...

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slept like a pig today...
slept from 2pm to 5pm...
was kinda pissed of cause when i was sleeping,
the house phone kept ringing...

didnt went chinatown with my parents and sis...
cos i was veri extremely tired...
have no idea why...
woke up had a really bad headache...
had my dinner at abt 8pm...
when my parents bought porriage for me...

sat at infront of the tv from 7.30pm to 10pm...
today my day was just watching tv,using com,sleeping...
tmr guess have no choice but go see the vb match...

going off to sleep...
byee..nights:)

love my blog skin and song:D

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hello...
today morning was decided to go sch anot...
then look in the mirror my right eye was kinda red...
and 1 big 1 small as usual and i was super tried..
plus have PE today..so decided nt to go school....

woke up at 9plus eat instant noodle then went to polyclinic
wif my dad...waited like so super long la...
was down wif flu,cough,sore throat and dehyration...
i have been dehyrating for like 1 week plus...
cos i didnt drink much water recently...

took 1 day MC...tmr goin to sch after sch my class is
selected to go see the vb match...dun feel like goin man!
then tafe ask me tmr go GYM wif her..i rejected her cos dun
feel like goin..sorry tafe...

sigh! medicine medicine medicine...
have to eat 3 medicine suck the lozenages...
1 of them is pandanol didnt eat tat:)

i'm so super tired now..cos of the medicine..
going to sleep now...

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hello....
yest night start getting sick...
dehydration sinces last week..
now having sore throat and flu....
sian la...went to school today...
nearly late...chinese lesson do test
didnt test so just prepare to fail lor...
cos my chinese SUCKS!?
did finish the test fell alsleep...
was so sleepy today...
face quite pale haha...
after school had logicmill...
was abt summarising & comprehension thingy...
after school went wif shaelynna to TM...
went to eat KFC...
saw khor nee and her stead haha she walk
all the way just to show us her bf..:)
went to take neoprint...
then walk wif shae to sch find jessica then walk home...
then shae junior isabel ar kept saying i and shae look alike diao la...
tmr going see doctor...
yesh skip P.E haha...
friday maybe mtging terry for dinner and bible test....







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yest didnt have cell grp...
went to tm wif my sis mth her fren...
then headed of to my sis fren the bf house...
wah boring la there then leave his house at abt 7.15pm...

took a cab down to pasir ris park...
went there fishing and make a small bbq...
DIY de...called eunice,shae and jasmine go....
but onli shae&eunice...
eat eat eat then have 3 dogs mah...
baby,cookie and triever...
2 pomeranian 1 golden retriever...
then me,eunice and shae each person take one dog go walk the dog...

eunice took the golden retriever...
shaelynna took baby...
i took cookie...
eunice was so cute la the way she walk the dog...
speaking in weird languages...
shae also quite cute la the way she walk...
walk till the end of the park then went back....

then me eunice and shae took cab hone....
walk all the way to downtown there take...
reach home at 12am...

today...went church...
went to tm buy card first...
then mtg tafe,jordan and benjamin go together....
today the message was veri short...
cos have drama and communie(dunno hw to spell)
the drama was so funny la...
frm emo watch till laugh haha...
after church went to the 1st lvl there...
gave constance a surprise...
after tat went to parkway KFC...
then me,tafe,cons,clement and sebastian went parkway...

me and tafe took bus 15 home
slack at the playground the 943 de for awhile...
then slowly walk home...
reach home abt 7...

so peaceful love this kinda feeling...
i like change to like being a loner at home...
oh no tmr monday!
monday blues!!!!


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i'm so stressed up now!?
i dunno wat to do....
hw should i respond/act/react...
LOST,CONFUSED and stuff....
no mood to post at all...
shall post again!?

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hello...
today went to help shae lend maths textbk...
then mtg shae and eunice at 1.30pm...
went to long john again...
plan to study but eating,eunice leave le....
so me and shae then onli left 30mins...
study wat?so we walk ard...
went to hunt for birthday card but cannot find....
then went toys R us buy lolipop...
went to faith bookshop surprisely i saw my name for those
name then have verse below de...

went to church...
berlinda,amanda,carissa,ebenezer,sean,junyang,bryan went...
planetshakers was awesome man!
message today was heros...

after tat went to parkway burger king eat...
took bus home...alight wif berlinda & taferine...

miho make me fall now my leg gt like blood clot &blueblack...
but dun feel a single thing....

had a great day today althought i have quite alot of problems
troubling me but i believe problems would pull me up
and make me stronger each and everyday..
cause i'm trusting in GOD for giving me grace...
for his grace is sufficent for every single one of us:)


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ttoday went to school...
geo test i was like screwed up...

after school was GAP...
it was totally awesome...
planeshakers was so happening la...
tmr planetshakers would also be goin my church:))
after GAP,me,tafe,jeshere,daimen and some other ppl went to take
pictures wif planetshakers...
then use daimen phone take pic wif me,jesh,vanessa and him...
was soo blur la...

after tat me,jesh and vanessa went mac slack for like 15mins...

was so buay song wif someone...
argh! call me names behind my back wats ur problem!?


came home...use com then went to tm eat wif my sis...
went to CS eat tepanyaki(nt sure hw to spell)
then went drink coffee...
then frm TM walk to my house the prime mart...
then coffeeshop then home...
wah tiring la...

just gt a new HAIRCUT>3
tmr mtg eunice go study...
then church....
sat=free no cell grp..
go out eat wif my dad lor....
sun=church

sigh! everyday have its own problem...
but i believe tmr will be even better...

i dunno wat should i do?
forgive or forget abt it!?
but i'm still quite mad wif her....
wat should i do!?

matthew 6:34
“Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.

"So do not worry about tomorrow; for tomorrow will care for itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.








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oh ya forget....
Eunice lai...wah pro sia tat time she teach me science...
frm textbk word by word...
then have light test....
didnt study onli what she teach me on tat day...
and i manage to get 14/20...
i took the paper shock la...
cos when mr yeoh teaching i dun understand a word....
eunice thanks!!:))

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went to school today....
was kinda pissed off during history lesson...
teacher talk so super fast la...
wat needa complete everything by today...
highlight hightlight...like wth!u needa complete by today...
teach us we dun understand a word then make no differents what...
hating chinese la...
the teacher also KNS wan...
after school meet shae,tafe,vanessa,me...
went to the GAP...
the sound was like so loud la...
my ears like deaf after everything....

tmr is planetshakers:))

2 person PS me for friday thingy...
sigh...always and forever la...
but jeshere,carissa,ebenzer,bryan and daimen maybe going...

PW was so pissed off...
being a PW leader is not easy...
leader does not means i do everysingle thing...
guys in my grp so childish la...
then never prepare the powerpoint my fault?
tat time i ask to mtg up one go out...
then the other guy over there playing...
then zarifah got help abit la....

we didnt do then bryan was what kinda grp leader are u....
then i took a paper wrote how wat say and stuff....
hate being grp leader.....

scold vulgarist today la...
i think 2 times...
one is jeshere and the other to vanessa....
wats happening to me now???
can't i just control my mouth?

after gap,me jesh,vanessa and tafe...
went to mac but then tafe didnt go in...
went to mtg muhaimin,teck ming,sean,
irfan and another guy dunno who...
when for awhile...then i leave..
tafe came to find me....
sat at the kopitiam waited for tafe....
the pastor daniel and the rest over there...
cos they they were at GAP....
then they ask me go over...
so when over then talk for awhile....

then jeshere say tat someone call me bitch?
then wat is she ah lian nia..sec 3 big ar?


PS:those in my group for PW
hate being a group leader...
wats there a point if a group leader ask to mtg up...
and yet ppl never turn up and also play ard....
grp leader must to everything ar!

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stress stress stress....
stress wif so mani things...
but yet dunno wat thing am i stress with...
always headache...
at home always cant study de...
no mood to study...
take out the book then mind wandering off....
get headache easily but dun wish to rest...
get irritated,pissed off...
but trying hard to control myself....
AHH!??i'm just lost...hw should i respond?
how should i react?always so tempted to scold vulgarist...
emoish,problematic,stressed up kid....

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went to school as usual...
didnt wanna go sch but i dun have a choice...
throat was pain but continue to eat junk food....
miss felica tan never come super shiok sia....
maths did halfway went to slp.i dun care la...
P.E stupid la...chickennnnnn! fail by 31 seconds....
cos i run walk run walk....
wanna run by carissa having a stomach ache so aiya pei her lor...
then after running rib cage...super pain la....

after recess,class gt two fights happen....
during assembly,me and jesh surrounded by guys lah...
spelling bee clarissa take part for our class....
after sch talk to vanessa and stuff....
reach home abt 4plus....

i promise not to think abt it but.....


i promise to be a gd child towards my parents...
to prove them wrong abt the frens i'm mixing ard wif...
prove them tat going church is good,but nt to pass time...


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today went school...
having a bad headache....
but still try to control my temper la...
haha yest just say i so long never sick...
then now have a sore throat,throat pain la...
haha then i ate chilli and chocs...
love to eat them when my throat pain....:)

haha today in class carissa,junyang punch me...
then i whack jeremy and rajah....

after sch stayed back for anticyle...
whole lesson was playing wif clarissa,talking to berlinda....
then tat danvin la keep disturbing me...

after anticlye went to disturb jessica wif shae...
then me and shae went to eat KFC...
wah she big appeite la...haha...no offence...

something happen today which pisses me off...
then me and jesh went to find tat person...
haha khor nee help me scold him:))
then sms him warn him:))

tmr i'm FREE...
after school wan go home sleep le haha...
shall end here:))


PS:humji,bo ji gin na...




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hello...
went to church as usual today...
was abt 15 mins late to meet at small mac...
me,shae,jess&tafe went together...
today joey they all also gt come...
after church went to parkway eat...
me and shae ate ice cream...
waited for bus 15 for so long la..
so we cross over take 31...

reach inter...
shae& jess went home together...
me& tafe went home together...
me and tafe walk frm tampines mall back home...
on the way talk to her abt some stuff...

friday decided to go my church la...
hmm i think my fren is going if HE dun ps me...

reach home abt 7pm wah early...
follow my dad to giant to fetch my mum back...

tmr school haiz...sian....
after sch still think stay back for the course...
tues=i'm free...
wed&thurs=after school staying in chapel for the christian thing called GAP...
christian bands will also be coming:) its goin to be so fun....
Fri=no sch can slp late yeah!
hmm mtg eunice early to STUDY...
then maybe mtg my fren then go church:))
sat= cell grp
sun=church...

nowadays no matter how much slp i get i'm still tired...
haiz...my 11 hours of sleep....
stressed up wif some stuff also....



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