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St Hilda's Secondary School
13 may 1993
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date: Sunday, May 31, 2009
time:1:36 AM

Where are you?

today cell was at the new church...
went to tamp inter and saw so many zone 4 ppl so
took bus 23 together...

reached church had ice breaker first
after which praise & worship
today Junjie shared.
did the d.i.s.c test
to see what kinda person are u...

after which rest awhile then prayer meeting...
frm 5pm to 7pm.
stayed in church till 8plus 9pm went to kfc eat
after which,took 8 home
reached home at 11.15pm.


at times,i just wonder where is God?
I'm just so drifted/far away from God...
& i just feel tat I'm simply slowly getting use to it
although i know that's not the right mindset
but I'm just so tired of experiencing him,
crying when leaders prayed for me
& when I'm all alone,when I'm at home
I'm just back to the same.
i just feel so empty on the inside of me.
& i know deep inside,I'm changing
does anyone even know what this feels like?


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title:
date: Friday, May 29, 2009
time:5:32 PM
wed had sport's day
the weather was a killer
and sport's day is super boring!!!

after tat went to long john eat with classmates
went to toys r us and we were acting like small kids...

at night at around 8pm
went to LITTLE INDIA haha!!!!
went with sis and other ppl:))
reached home at 11pm...



Thursday went to temasak poly!
the teacher brought us to It & engineering
it sucks la super boring
& it doesnt interest me...

collecting of report book
stupid teacher some kinda form teacher la
i havent complete my sentence she said NO!
then i attitude her and walk off feeling so pissed off!
wat's the diff between collecting on thurs and on 2 june tues!

making us do double work only!!!!

after school went to watch night at the museum 2
i prefer night at the museum 1...

today No school
morning woke up went to parkway
eat swensen's and there the services really very jialat
prefer tampines...

jus now went downstairs with one of my classmates
then came home..
later gg bbq:D


tmr church......

i hope my teacher doesnt call my mum:(



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title:
date: Tuesday, May 26, 2009
time:4:59 PM
I'm feeling so tired,sticky,smelly & lazyyyy!!!
Today went school had LOTS of FUN!!!
YOG Today:))

had captain ball,water soccer,bossa ball,human table soccer!
played every single game and


water soccer is simply awesomeee!!!
got drench from head to toe
& i fall down dunno how many times

&i score 2 goals:D
& its sooo superrr fun!
wanted to play some more but cannot play already sighs!!!
hopefully i will be able to play again next time:)

after school went to eat at mac with classmates
slack then came home...
& I'm going to bath soon!!!!


tmr sports day!
Thursday last day of school

& fri meet the parents session
Arghhh! I'm scared my results sucks like seriously!
and what if they knw abt my results
& the quek every single time saying

negative stuff to my parents
sighsss! stress & I'm So SCAREd!!!


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title:
date: Monday, May 25, 2009
time:11:39 PM








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title:
date:
time:11:08 PM
Saturday went church slightly late had breakfast with parents
then dad send both me & shae to mac 50 for church..
reached there had cell grp

after which was the first service by pastor Daniel talking
about the vision and church..
dinner was served:)
after which me and Trudy both went high
play with the kids and caleb was super duper cute!!!!

haha!!!

sunday woke up go downstairs with sis to buy breakfast...
sis& sis bf drove me to church...
pastor Jason ma preached about end times in the east Asia or smth...
altar call didn't respond..
dunno why i didn't have the urge to respond...

maybe not my calling???

after church had steamboat with Janice,Jason,Shae,tafe at bugis...
had fun & my stomach really feels so satisfied...
reached home at 10plus...

today after sch went to search for job!
fish&co recruiting dunno i should work,
6.50 per hour,4 hours per day( not every day work) & free meals
BUT 6 months commitment.
sighs!

dunno! my studies so suckyy!
mum encourage should i?
is 4 hrs really very long????
someone help me man!!!!

tmr having YOG:)
hope it will be fun:))


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title:
date: Wednesday, May 20, 2009
time:10:30 PM
sooo superrr disappointedd in myself...
sighs stayed up late till 12plus am to 2 plus am
studied like mad.
wanting to get good grades but wat happen in the end?

i failed every single subject
sighss!!!!
the only paper i felt happy was my maths paper 1
i gt 47/80 but overall still fail...

sighs and my class results is like super lousy
every subject out of 42 students only less then 15 passes...
even for emaths my class strongest subject only 9 passes


prbobaly wat the school did by pushing everyone up to through train
last year was a super bad idea.
& i feel tat im nt even suppose to be in a through train class
meet the parents session bet the stupid quek goin to say all the rubbish...

wtheck,some kinda teacher she is instead of encouraging us,
she demoralizing us and give the dun care attitude when teaching us geo.
then hw to u expect ur studies to get gd grades when ure making us
lose interest in the subject???

how i wish my parents would be like the channel 8 9pm show.
they get so angry till they throw ALOT of tuttions to me...
but nah,that will never happen
cos my parents dun really encourage me for having tuttion
weird right?


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title:
date: Tuesday, May 19, 2009
time:10:21 PM
Friday went to Clarissa's chalet...
stayed over at her chalet...

had bbq,saboing session
by taopoking her & drawing her face
haha fun!!!!
stayed in the chalet then at midnight, went to nebo walk around
went to the fishing/prawning area slack till 3plus am..
reach back chalet everyone KO...

ppl who stayed over guys:walton, paul & glene
Girls:carissa,joleen,minghui,& another girl dunno hw to spell her name...


next morning went to the coffee shop @ downtown
then took cab with Walton & paul.
alight at school buy food for sis then walk home...
went home bath & went to church...
after cell at church,went to the city church:)

for prayer meetinG!!!!

after which took cab down to pasir ris go for my sis Bbq
ppl who when jessica,paul,jerome,jon,cons...

after which walked home reached home at 4plus am slpt at 5am....

2 sleepless nights!!!

Sunday went to church early for Sunday school..
kinda fun when u see all the children..
so envy those young children can go Sunday school...
after cell went to katong
then L4D:))
after which headed to tamp for DDR:)

yest after school came home change when to watch movie
with paul,weipeng & amanda...
then DDr:))
reached home at 7pm..

today went to school get back some results
and my results was horrible to the max i promise.
sighs!!if i continue on and i will surely retain!!!
after school went to kfc then Emily's house with Paul
played carom & monopoly till 7plus...

movies recently watched...
1)17 again [[ my ratings 6.5/10]]
2)angels & demons [[ my ratings 6.0/10]]
3)UN-invited [[my ratings 4.5/10]]

uninvited was totally waste of money not even worth watching
its a thriller...
i wanna watch drag me to hell:))

Pictures taken!!!!








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title:
date: Thursday, May 14, 2009
time:5:38 PM
Have been sleeping LATE for the last few days...
Monday slept at 1am was studying
Tuesday slept at 1.30am studying...
yest slept at 1230am was fbing,msn & talking on e phone!


Yest went to eat pizza hut with church ppl
after which headed to open plaza
kenda sabo by Jerome & Shae sighs....
make me feel so gross out Mann!!!!

today had my poa paper 1
1 hr paper complete by 45mins
and fell asleep super TiREDD man!!!!

after school went out eat
then tuition from 1pm to 3pm...

yay exams ending TMR!!!
tmr will be the night tat i will go BBQ
over again!!
i hope it will be funnn! haha:))

tmr not coming home:)


parents out of town..(Malaysia)

PICTURES TAKEN!!!:)












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title:
date: Wednesday, May 13, 2009
time:11:13 PM
OFFICALLY 16 haha:)

thanks for does who wish me....
by sms frm the first person:)
Paul,jessica,jerome,kewei,annabel,merri,
Clarissa,terese,tracy,taferine,Jason,aloyy,

eunice,gabriella,amanda ng,lijuan,kelvin,
big V & jonathan kum:)


Msn(in random order):maric,peh han,
jesvina,nigel......

Facebook: Clarissa,jessica,Lijuan,jaslynn,
macric,john,derek,zhihao,aaron lee,jiaying,

bryan,claudia,yiting,james yeap,liangkai,trishal,
william issac,boaz,xiaojing,constance,xhiyin,joel chew,
faiz,yiping,aliff,dilli,aaron ng & johnathan kum...

thanks for my classmates wishing me & also playing prank on me
and also going out with church frens to eaT:)
thanks for e cake,cards,pizzahut,movie,cab fare,sweet......
really appreciate it:)


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title:
date: Monday, May 11, 2009
time:12:49 PM
slept at 2am yest...
was talking on msn with Shae,Bk,jon,jess,paul!
haha thanks bk & shae:)
for listening to me:)

woke up at 11.30am today by 2 smses....
cook instant noodle eat...
going to stay at home to study today

amazingly!!!!

tuition changed to 2pm-4pm...
tmr is A-maths & geo paper
end school at 1pm...


tmr & later going to kill lots of brain cells!!!!!
I HATE GEO!!!
Seriously!!!!
hope tat later tuition will be fruitful & also

when i study i will be able to absorb and get into
the study feel...

sighs so disappointed
my grades are like dropping so muchhh....
I'm not anxious about studies & exams unlike last time...
beginning of the year i was so into studies and reaching my desired score..

what's happen man????
sighsss!!!!


I believe in BEing CLOSE FRENS:)


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title:
date: Sunday, May 10, 2009
time:1:00 AM
Friday maths paper 2 was a killer!!!
screwed up!!!!
sighs! I'm going to fail lah!!!!
after school met Paul,Jerome,Debbie then

went to tamp mall meet jess went to eat LJS
then frolick after which,headed to paul's house
watch movie jon came too.
watched fireproof an amazing,touching movie!!!
after which went to kfc for dinner
reached home at 10plus pm!


Today went out with my parents to eat
ate @ tamp safra sakura
SHIOKNESS man! haha! 3 person $77!
eat till super bloated
after which went to tamp 1 meet merri
then headed to church for prayer meeting!

after prayer meeting they went to eat,took bus 10 to tamp

haha DDR @ T1 was shiokness!

played for SUPER LONG!!!
HAHA!!



HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY PAUL:D


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title:
date: Thursday, May 07, 2009
time:6:24 PM
Yest night study till 12plus am!!!!
suppose to wake up at 6am to study but plan failed!

step in the school and ms teo first question
ms teo: candy nv sleep ar?eye bags so dark....
candy:huh?have.i studied till 12am yest...
Ms teo:must sleep & rest for tmr math paper ar?
candy:ok!


wahhhh!!! today chem paper i think i will fail sighs!!!
after i finish i lie on the table to pray till i doze off...

after school came home sleep for awhile
then tuition till 3plus pm...
4pm went downstairs to buy stuff and food
didn't eat till 4pm!!!!

& i Helped a old woman today again:)

i feel so happy to help someone in need:)

going to study more later!!!!!!

Sadness!!!! maybe Saturday not going cell....
Going to eat buffet(maybe Japanese) with my parents to celebrate my birthday:(


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title:
date: Wednesday, May 06, 2009
time:6:45 PM

KNOW SMTH????

yest i have 1 ulcers now i have 2 ulcers...

Its multiplying......

BEWARE OF ME!!!:)


Today didn't meet for breakfast!
as it was raining and i was just to lazy to get out of my bed...

Social studies paper was average hopefully
i will be able to pass...
ended at 10.30am suppose to meet Jerome & Debbie
but they went with their frens so nvm...
went to eat sushi with Amanda ng & jaslynn
after which headed to T1
bought chicken wings shiokness:)

slack around then boaz,Paul & mac came...
decided to walk home but ended up
going central park the watermelon playground.
Ernest came down slack around there
then walk home...
reach home at 6plus

& i haven't study my chem...
DIE lahHh!!! Dun have the urgency & also,it doesn't
feels like a exam period...
Going to study soon....

Im currently in the thinking mood.....


can't read my ,
can't read my
no He can't read my poker face



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title:
date: Tuesday, May 05, 2009
time:8:43 PM
SCREWED UPPP!!!

Monday had English exam paper...
kinda screwed up...
compo chose the topic:

what kind of pain & joy does a teenage face?
& letter writing

was to a principle regarding a study area or relax area tat kind...
paper 2 was about the cloning of animals and stuff...

today Chinese paper was totally SCREWED up!
for paper 2 had stomachache and it affect my Chinese paper
arghH! went to the toilet twice and stuff
and i have no time to complete so just anyhow do!
stupid lahhh! going to fail already sighsss!!!!

stomach having the weird & horrible feeling
like after u eat you got the cramp,stomachache feeling
then like wan vomit & Dabian but cant! stupid lahh!

tmr is wed breakfast again:)

Any GIRL wanna go swimming/sun tanning on sat?
before cell group?haha!!!!


Happy 19th birthday jess :)
& happy 16th birthday Taferine:D


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title:
date: Sunday, May 03, 2009
time:12:56 AM
I LOVE OF MY NEW BLOG SKINNNNN!!!!
SO COOLL!!!!

Today went for cell.
to be honest,didn't really felt like going
struggled to go and stuff...
is like a daily routine of my life...

went there late...
during praise & worship i was also not connected...
during worship i just cried/tear...


today cell was different we do some housekeeping
ppl prayed for those who are struggling!

i felt much better after lijuan prayed for me(:
i really appreciate it SO MUCHHH!!!


& also spoke to shae in the bus its been long since

we last spoken abt our lifes & stuff
we should really do some catching up soon!!!!!

I really Thank God for placing wonderful fren in my life.
like merri,jerome,shaelynna,paul & even lijuan...

i felt so encourage like I'm not alone cos there's ppl
out there facing the same issue & are always there to be
my listening ear/& would also advice & guide me along....

I realise I'm not the one who respond to hard approach as it

will make me rebel more but rather i would listen to soft approach
as it makes me think more....


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title:
date: Friday, May 01, 2009
time:3:30 PM
TIME IS RUNNING OUT!!!!
yest went for sports heat
after which went to pasir ris eat with
jerome,paul & shaelynna
merri last min cant come out:(
went to justasia eat my fav place:)
spicy chicken is awesome mannn!!!!
after which took 15 home.
reached home at about 10plus 11pm...
today woke up at 6.30am after awhile fell asleep till 7am...
meet jerome & paul under my block walk to bedok reservior
reached there walk for the 2.8km...
felt like we had no life waking up early in the morning
go bedok reservoir just to walk....
after everything ended,went with jerome & paul to kfc eat
then went home...

meeting jason & cons at 4pm at tamp 1
then train down to bugis find parents for nonya buffet...



feels super duper tired & lack of time SERIOUSLY!
just simply feels like staying at home & sleep...
going to chiong homeworks tonight
why is my schedule so pack up???ahhhH!!!!
sooo stresseddd upp!!!!
God give me strength!!!!


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