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Candy Faith♥
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St Hilda's Secondary School
13 may 1993
I'm a Christian
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title: I love you the best that i could.
I Cared for you the best that i could. i stood by you till the end of time. i was worried sick for you. but all you can say is moved on. new life ahead in a few days time. i dun wanna tear you apart already. But is this fking fair!????? do i deserve this???? at least im deserve the truth and an explaination right!! WHY THINGS HAVE TO FKING TURN OUT SOOO UGLY!!!! |
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title: Fucked up!!! Its almost 2 years of being in a relationship and its all gone like that.
everything just suddenly change,change for the worst. He's being lying behind my back all these while and when i found out its sooo hard to even believe whatever he have done. it hurts me badly! i loved him the best i could! even up to now i still stood by him! supporting him putting effort hoping he will change. Not adding stress to him,not expecting,encouraging, being the BEST i could, i really trieddd. it was my fault in the begining it really was, But that doesnt even give him the reason to OVER do all these. you said you will change,you regret but do you really meant what you said? you know what hurts the most? seeing someone you know for almost 4 years just change in a glance. can i still believe that the guy i once knew isnt like tat its just a folly moment in life.CAN I? i really dunno, u said give u time to mia and think through but did you think through all these way? i realise my mistakes,i think through it but did you? can anybody knows the feeling of being alright but when ure all alone u feels like shit. when all of a sudden you will just feel hurt when tears kept rolling down your cheeks when u keep finding songs which fits your emotions everynight when you shut your eyes thoughts come haunting you everyday you just keep thinking why is everything like that you kept dwelling if its your fault,having the self blaming attitude. when u wanna just vent all out you dunno how to. and when u feels like shit, u cant even tell him. u cant even let him know. its confused,needs to think through, den have he even spare a thought for me? how i wish i hate him but i couldnt,i cant. i feel hurt because his changing sooo muchhh! he isnt the guy i once knew 4 years ago. i miss him i really do. i miss his smile. i miss him calling me sleepyhead whenever he wakes me up i miss sentosa trips with him i miss him clearing all my food on my plate i miss being treated like a princess I miss him being there for me tolerating my whinings I miss him carrying my bag for me i miss cuddles from him i miss when he truly loves me from the start i miss all those happy time he shared together. i really misses him alot. and now, i really dunno what his thinking. what he wants, did he really feel remorseful? did he really regret? or his just living a double life all these while? i realise my mistakes, i really did. then what about him? it fucking hurts seeing someone im once close to,once lovers to just change for the worst SUDDENLY! whats happening? i dont deserve all these. I really dont. i love him the best i could. care for him the best i could. Be there for him the best i could. why everything becomes like that? WHY??? Can i still believe that this is not the guy i knew? Can i? |
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