26 oct(friday)
me and shae cab down to east coast bedok jetty.
went to my sis BBQ with constance and shae.
went to stay at jessica's house.
reach her house at 3am.
slept at 5am.

next morning woke up at 1plus coming 2pm.
went to eat KFC then me and shae went home
then cab down to katong.
went to church super late.
eunice and jason wanted to talk to us,
but ok le...

today,woke up at 930am.
sweep the floor.
then my sis bf bought breakfast for me and my sis.
eat already chiong to church.
reach church at about 12.45pm.
lucky was not late.

after tat,went to watch the basketball match.
halfway raining heavily so postpon.
took 31 to tampines
then i headed home as my sis invited 2 of her frens
over for steamboat!
Now so super full!!!

tmr,going to sch to take my report book
as ms tan lost my report slip so she reprint for me.
and also to submit my subject combinetation form...

taking:Maths,English,Chinese,Science(bio&chem),Amaths,Poa,Elective Geo..

i'm going to study very hard for my science and maths next year.
as i'm taking 3 different types of maths.
Study study study!!!!

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24oct parents went to Malacca.
so,as usual,cookie came over my house stay...
random pictures of Cookie...


wednessday,after sch went to eat with clarissa and trishal.
after tat,went to Safra played bowling and pool.
had a great and fun time together..
tyco,i trash them in pool.
i finish the game they left 5 balls....
haha just so tyco and lucky:D

thursday,after sch went to 200plus find jessica.
then went to her house played snap and happy family.
snap was fun!
scream till like no voice...
addicted already:)

today,its my 2nd sis birthday:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAY MANDY!!!

went to school today,get back my report slip.
then ltr pass it back to ms tan as,
i had not complete my survey.
then,she lost my report slip.

then,mon,she will print for me again.
as,monday i will be going back sch hand up the form.
selection of subject.
i will be taking geography,bio & chem,Amaths & POA.

sian la!
What i hope for my class position didnt get.
cos gt add in D&T and Art and all...

then,ms tan talk to me!
say vanessa going frm bad to worst.
if ure a true fren u should not be covering up for her.
like wat???did i cover up for her???
then i told her i didnt!
then she repeat smth the same
then say wat ure a christian,
u should influence her the right way,if not,
she will be lead astray.
i influence her she also dun wan listen.
if so easy influence her then GOOD already la..

tonight,my sis having BBQ at East Coast.
ask constance and shae go.
then tonight,me and shae going jessica's house stayover.
then,next day go home bath and stuff then go church.

found job already.
me and shae.
working for 2 weeks.
frm 9am -6pm...

i'm so super tired!!!
came back slept frm 1pm to 4.30pm....

tmr who free???
wanna come my church watch movie?:D
call me or sms me....

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today went to school was damn boring!
in class,then the teacher come in core value and all.
then i just aiya boring la! so just sleep!
sleeping suddenly the teacher call me ask wats core value!
haha lucky my brain still waking and gave him the ans:))
like huh?hw he know me sia.

after school surpose to mtg shae and bk go suntec.
then went sch shae suddenly told me is her grandfather's birthday
cant make it!
so i smsed bk say canceled,cos i wont go out with guys alone!
then his sms like abit buay song!
like what the heck la!
i dun wan go out with guys alone gt wrong isit!!!???

after sch,went out with berlinda,liping,amanda,weipeng,trishal.
i think out of 2 yrs this is like the first time i went out wif them.
then everyone was like HOLY HOLY!
candy holy have alots of holes or smth!

then i open my mouth ask Sat who free???
they all straight away turn me down say church ar?
then i told them watch movie they also reject me!
Haiz....sad...

choice of subject next year.
i dunno wat to take????
wat if i cant get in wat i chose?
wat if i regret?
wat if wat i take fail every single year?
wat if it is much harder then i thot?
wat if i give up on that subject cos i regret?
wat if the subject was not the cup of tea and just cause of tat i retain?
wat if,wat if,wat if?????
i gt till monday to think abt it!!!
HAIZ!!!
how i wish the teachers would just choose for me.
then i dun have to get to stress over it!

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today didnt go to school...
woke up at 6.45am walk in my parents room.
was like gong gong those type.
having headache,shoulders stiff,legs and hands muscle cramp.
then told them i dun wan go sch.
then my mother was like then where u wan to go?
then i told her i want to stay at home sleep.
then she said ok...

went back to the room.
drop dead on my bed again!
yest sleep at 1130 and woke up at 11.30 coming 12.

stomach was so super empty.
yest before i sleep i then realise i only had 1
meal yest!no wonder my stomach so empty.

today so many ppl didn't go sch la..
classmates:me,Vanessa,Bryan,Jeshere,Sean,rajah,Trishal
church:Taferine,shaelynna,boonkiat

later i think ms tan will call me tell me abt the promotion thingy!
WHAT THE HECK LA!
5-8 people retain in my class...
haiz....

Friday,get back report book.
and also will say who retain and promote.

subject selection for next year.
i also dunno what to take HAIZ.
ask around for ppl's opinions,
all give me different answers...
how how how????
i scared whatever i take i'll just regret.
who can tell me wat to take?????


I'm still so super tired....
shall post again!!!!

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i'm so super tired now..
i had like less then or abt 4 hrs of slp only.
now,my shoulders are stiff and
my both hands are also aching.
for dunno wat reason...

yest was Zone BBQ we had around 72 ppl at the BBQ.
went there the sun was like super hot.
after tat,while they were playing games,
me,jessica and boonkiat took cab to shaelynna's house
to carry all the BBQ stuff.
it was so super heavy.
what more,the BBQ is right at the end.

after tat,they start the fire and stuff.
while i took all the bags put at one side.
played Volleyball and stuff.
stayed at the BBQ there till like 11plus coming 12am.

me,jessica,shae,evangeline,jasmine,jingyi
all stayed over at con's house.
wanted to take a cab but in the end,
jerome's fren send us there.

walk to his house there.
we took the dark dark banned road.
was super scary was total darkness.
but i guess,it was a good experience?maybe?
finally reach his house carpark.

COOL man!
sports car,7 person at the back all sit on each other lap.
he drive us there wine down the windows and open the top.
fastest was at the speed of 180km/h was totally super cool!
all our hair flying all around like no one business.

reach cons house,we like creeping in the house
as we didnt wanna wake her anyone up.
after reaching her house,bath and stuff.
watched the vampire movie was cute and lame la.
but still,hmm nice to watch:D

watch till 2.30am like tat order mac
mac came at 4am.
i watch till i sleep la.
sylvester was so comfortable.
cos i took cons sylvester as a pillow.
woke up eat then went back sleep.

we sleep at 5.30am?ard there la.
and woke up at 9.30am.
next time cab to church.
was sleepy la.
but the praise and worship refreshes me:))

after church,went to katong eat.
then took 10 to tamp then came home.
its long since i had come back so early
reach home at abt 630pm.

had a fun and exciting weekend:)
long post today....

tmr not going to school.

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he htoday is a boring dayyy again!
woke up get scoldings/naggings.
forever the same naggings and stuff....

eat breakfast.
at abt 11plus or 12 played com.
download o2 jam played till 230pm.
then went to bath.

now i'm level 3.
but still,i suck at it!

then sit there watch my korean drama.
wonderful life till 6.30pm.
use com again.

then my sis and bf came back cook.
then eat already computer again!
BORING!!!!

just now my sis bf catch a pray mantis quite big la.
put inside the bottle also catch a small bettle.
then we see them fight!

tmr zone BBQ!
yay!!!i think/hope it will be FUN!
after tat also not coming home:))
but next day church comfirm super tired and sleepy.
monday nah dun feel like going school..
wanna at home sleep:D

oh ya,dunno why nowadays i everynight sleep
comfirm will dream de.
and all the dreams all weird weird random random wan..
hope tonight if got dream it will be a nice one:))
not those random or lame type.

24 oct to 29 oct YIPEEE!!!!

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today was a emo/moody/lazy day for me...
walk to sch saw joleen.
then was like abit late already
then saw minghui also.
then go sch already late
then we sat at the void deck slack till 745 then go back sch.

was having CME then like all the way talks.
super boring lah.
talk talk talk then recess.
after recess,talk again.
in the hall was dozzing off.

talk abt prisons,canning and smoking etc..
went back class the teacher took over us.
what sia cant let as listen music SIAN!
then can do anything u want.
so i just slp till dismiss.

then trishal told me only 2 person slp.
the whole class all playing/chatting.

after school went to eat KFC with shae.
then sat at the block beside the tp bus stop.
waited for shae's bus to come.
then walk home under the rain.

watch the joseph the dreamer cartoon.
then sleep,eat then com again!

SUPER BORING DAYYY!!!!!

just now called joleen she's in sch.
wanna meet her go downstair talk.
called szeyan ask her abt BBQ she get back to me tmr.
jeshere called me but she dun stay near me cant meet her!

tmr no school...
promotion day.

i'm emoing!!!!

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Got back ALL my results...
i failed one subject chinese haiz 46/100 again!
4 more marks!

science overall only 53/100..
haiz..
the subject which i studied the most!
and my marks!like just pass!

as for my other subjects.
my lit EOY paper i nearly gt 60
but nvm last terms marks will pull me up!
for my other subject all above 60.
i hope overall wont pull me down but instead pull my marks up!

overall english is 62.8/100 rank 14/40 in class.
yay!my english i get B:))
althought not all my subject i get the marks i wan,
haiz but at least i did study like siao for those paper...

26 october get back report book!
hope to get top 6 in class....

20 oct Zone bbq:)

24 oct YAY! PARENTS OUT OF SG!
go malaysia!
COOKIE COMING MY HOUSE:))))

evangeline's and jingyi birthday...
either 26 or 27 again having BBQ!
cos my sis birthday on 26 oct!

tmr,dun feel like going sch then my mother say
dun go ar then go where i said at home sleep
then she said ok!
on second thoughts,i think i will just go la.
anyway,friday dun have sch promotion day.

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today woke up.
was super tired.
drag myself off the bed.

walk to sch with my mother as she's
going to the market.

went to school gt back my results!
quite disappointed la!
geo gt 51.5/80.(meet my expectations.)
maths 65/100.(frm 49 to 65 happy meet my expectations)
english paper 1 42/80.(aiming for above 60 hope paper 1&3 can help me)
science 53/100(last term 55 aiming for 60 and above.)
lit 44/75.(last time A1 now this marks.aiming for A1)

aiming for 2 A1 and all sub above 60 la.
then in the end.
history my class no A1.
lit did not get A1.

happy for maths and geo..
sad for lit,english,science.

tmr taking back history and chinese.
chinese comfirm fail.
hope history above 60 bah...

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today,went out with boonkiat and shae again!
same ppl always...
went to simei collect my phone.
was 30 mins late
shae was even later then me!
poor bk waited for us.
they pei me go collect my hp.
then headed to tampines...

went to eat pastaminia eat.
then jerome came along.
went to watch movie.
the mr woodcock.
the show was alrights la.

after tat went to mac eat again!
jerome leave awhile after tat.
then me and shae pei bk
till his cell ppl came...

suddenly he say wan go take neoprint like first time.
so went to take neoprint then headed home.
9pm show today last epo
quite sad la ending...

tmr having school.
taking back results!
haiz scared!
dun feel like going sch or rather feel like going sch late tmr.
shall end here...

happy birthday boon kiat(gd fren):)

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horrible morning....
ppl sleeping till so super shiok then
my mother just came in the room draw the curtain.
shouted at me GET OUT of the house.
cos i going out today.
like WHAT!!??did i do anything wrong???

then forget it la!
wake up brush teeth everything.
then say what my table so messy.
and like only 25% of it are my things.
the others is my sis???
forget it help them pack without saying anything...

then slowly lead to work...
ask me go work on fri,sat,sun.
i said weekends cannot church more important.
she scolded me.
say what ppl can go church once awhile u cannot
stop comparing others is others me is me!
forget it! in my heart already abit iritated...

then leads to shoe rack!
nag nag nag
and like on the shoe rack only 2 shoes are mine la!
she scolded then i told her,
come on la!
can u scold the others and see whose shoes are they anot?
then my i put my slipper at one spot all follow?
MY FAULT!!!???

then ltr link to after school!
super buay song already!
say what everyday after sch go out eat.
then at home gt cook isit?
i came home straight after school before
and she said dun have
then she say if i one week come back straight after sch gd already.
then i told her,yaya!1 week straight away come back after sch.
next week again say i always go out!
i'm not stupid!

after exams still must study isit?
can't relaxs first ar?
super what la!!!!

last time accuse me what have bf i dun care
cos i dun have.
then say what i mix with bad influence I DID NOT forget it!
accuse me things which i didnt do la!

eunice yest just give me bs abt trials and testing of joseph.
came home already so much troubles,problems!
SIGHS!



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yest slept at 2am...
watched a korean drama called wonderful life..
was a nice show indeed:)
woke up at 1pm today.
was feeling so super tired
although its like 11 hrs of slp...

woke up eat my breakfast bath and stuff.
then ask my dad drive me there.
prayer surpose to start at 2pm
reach there at 2.10 then in the end also no prayer.

today Jason preach on power.
last week was passion.
after cell,went to TM.
went cs foodcourt eat again.
sian of there the food already.

then took 293 home with taferine.
what sia...
eating tat time tafe,trudy all di siao me.
then at interchange waiting for bus,cons and tafe di siao me..

reach home at 9plus coming 10pm.

tmr going for 1st service.
then BS with eunice and jess...
YAY!
finally wanna go 1st service...

tuesday start school again...
checking off paper...
haiz i SCARED!!!!

going to sleep now,dun wanna fall alsleep tmr...
shall end here...

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super Moody,moodless,igitated lah!
idiotic phone!
without a reason or what just suddenly spolit!
wat the heck then now some buttons spolit.
i didnt drop or anything lah....

today,woke up at 9plus.
couldnt slp after 9am haiz....
meet shae at 2.30pm at pasar ris Mrt station platform.
went to Orchade wait for the stupid bk!
late for dunno hw long make us super hungry lah!
after he came,went to food republic Eat.
after eating,walk went to walk around...

went to heeren take neoprint!
that bk waste money only take dunno hw to take properly!
then went to cineleisure play the xbox room thingy!
was super cool and nice lah!
the whole room dark dark de then have xbox and 2 computer...

then me and shae took the com then bk play xbox Fifa 2007 the soccer thingy!
then me and shae burst the whole music la.
played gunbound,download o2 jam but no time play.
played Dota,plau counterstrike but my com cant load.
one hour pass super fast like inside there.
Next time i wan go again....

after tat walked to plaza singapura. went there eat KFC!
then went to play arcade played basketball with bk and shae.
i got higest haha! gt 85 or so!:)

after tat took train by to tamp...
stupid phone tmr i think going repair!
must del all the data!
my MESSAGE Inbox,contacts tat are not store in sims.
SIAN LAH! irriatated...
then shae and bk keep saying lucifer do de.
cos played dota i chose lucifer!!!


shaelynna and me! look so super weird la.
Neoprint!taken at heeren.
neoprint again!



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yest went JB!
went to watch the detective C+
not even nice at all la!
We watched cos of Aaron Kwok
then the show was super super boring.
till my dad beside me dozz off.

went to Da Ma eat...
then reach sg went to fetch my mother back.
reach home at 9pm.
watch my show...

today morning,plan to wake up at 9am.
press the snooze till wake up at 9.18am..
eat my breakfast, pack my bag then go Tamp complex.
went swimming with Tafe and Shae.
i was 20 mins late and shae was even later...

went in to the deep pool swim...
swim a total of 16 laps...
4 laps got stop.
6 laps non-stop..
last 6 laps swim alone they upstairs sun taning...

after tat went up to find them.
sun tan awhile then went to the baby pool.
play water.

then bath and stuff.
went to CS eat.
walk ard then came home...
walk home with tafe...

tmr no school again!
kinda sian...
like no where to go and also like dun feel like going like tat...





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whats my mood now?happy NO!
its EXTREMELY HAPPY!:))

exams are finally over!!!
can chiong,sleep,relax.
no school till tues:))

maths paper 1 was GREAT today...
was super easy:)
i thot was super difficult then yest make me study till so stress...

today morning woke up still kinda headache...
went school do maths paper then went to MAC eat..
then came home!

haha wo bian guai le jkjk!!!
reach home at 10am abt there...

actually wanted to eat dinner with cell grp later..
but,i think i pei my dad and sis go JB la!
act guai awhile:))

my parents know tat after 26 oct its my holiday le...
HAHAAAA they didnt ask me go with them.
surprisingly so not them la!
then my mother ask me replace her...
for her job for weekends i was like HUH?
church and cell group come first then she scold me..

i think they'll be going for a week...
YAY!!!then cookie(a dog) can come my house.
but sad thing,must help my sis do housework...
etc mop floor,wash clothes,hang clothes,clean cookie's shit!

haha but when parents are out of town,
the feeling is always shiok Wat:)

20th of this month cell planing a BBQ!
then maybe got sleep over....
ask my mother she never strongly objected la!
tat was SO NOT HER!!!

but church camp she strongly rejected...
haha but still,same sentence
with determination and perseverance i will be able
to make her change her mind:)

ok...shall end here:)
BYE BYE!!!

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today went to school...
was super sleepy...

chinese paper!
sighs!i think i'm going fail badly...
maybe 10plus-20plus over 100?
die ar!!!
i dun even know how to do at all...
the section a and b!
i dun even know a single word la!
only last compre i sort of know what they talking abt.
after finishing the paper,i just fell alsleep...
then ms yew purposely walk in the class Wake me up.

after school just came home straight!
was having headache then like so moodless...
So sleepy but yet still got 1 more paper!
haiz!maths!!!!

tmr last paper then no school till tues...
26 oct take report book which means,i dun think need go sch le..
i dun dare tell my parents when i holiday....
i just tell her no sch till tues.
cause i dun wan go malaysia(malacca).

going to study my maths at 12pm....
shall end here...


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yest was combine cell with 4.3.
was at Ann's house.
was smth special yest is
each person say to everyone a verse tat God had spoken to u.
then after tat was singing a song
then officially ended...

went to simpang bedok eat.
then took bus 10 home...

reach tamp was quite early so i wanted to go sit down drink tea...
in the end me,shae and jason went.
went to mac then jason buy for us oreo cheese cake and ice lemon tea..
Thank you JASON:))

today,woke up.
went downstairs with my dad to eat.
then came home.
bath and everything then my dad drove me to church:)
church service was Great:)

after church went to Katong eat.
took bus 10 to tamp.
haha as usual go sit down talk again:D
just simply enjoy sitting down talk,chat,drink.

talk abt cell stuff and the events tat we wanna plan.
then the stanley so super irritating la!
sit beside me OIE who u like???say lei say lei!
super irritating la!
sit there slack till 8plus then took 293 home.

tmr chinese paper
comfirm F9 bah..
YAY!last 2 paper:))

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Maths paper 2 today...
afew ques was HArd la.
but hmm think that tat paper i think i can barely pass.
Hope paper 1 on tues will be easy
so will pull my maths mark up!

after exam,went to meet shae
she waited for me for like 35 mins.
then went to coffeeshop to eat.

took 293 to tm.
was super bored!nth to do.
so went to times bookshop sat down like super long la.
1h?1h30min?i dunno
read the sg true ghost story by russel lee!
then book 15 have the devil music thingy!
was super scary and digusting la Satan.

after tat me and shae walk to tamp police station
find jessica the one near Safra.
cos she need to report the lost wallet found.

after that went Safra Slack sit there do nth.
then ltr Jonthan and Jerome came.
then i sit there play PSP...

after tat walk home.
reach home 4plus.

tmr cell grp combine with 4.3.
at ann's house.
meeting jessica cos dun wan go for prayer meeting.

I MISS MY IPOD!!!

okok shall end here...Bye..

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what i done wrong?
after sch go Eat KFC with my classmate gt wrong?NO
they fool ard scold vulgarist and stuff but did i join in?NO
did i study for all my papers?YES
am i getting influence?NO

go tm study with bk and shae got wrong?NO
am i putting in effort to do my best?YES

just now my parents came back Scolded me.
thinking i mix with the wrong accompany outside
dunno do what.
please la i WAS STUDYING!
i told my parent i go eat then go out study like i hide
anythin from them la.

then ms tan call dunno say what.
then my mother say what stop all this if not will reduce ur allowance.
reduce me going out!

like WHAT did i do anything wrong?
worst thing is now me and my mother like in the buay song mood.

comfirm my mother will keep on nagging and picking on me!
ms tan, i believe that she will call again and again!
why doesnt my mother dun even have trust in me?
why ms tan KEEP ON PICKING ON ME WHEN I DID NT DO ANYTHING?


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sunday,went to church after church.
took the shelter bus to safra to watch the soccer match.
generation VS the adult.
generation win!!!!

after tat went to central park to play basketball.
then went to the coffeeshop oppsite sch to eat.
then i went home first!

yest,was history paper!
the paper was like so super hard!
i guess my A1 just simply flew away.
after the paper was recess was so sad la.
then my frens all like yay!A1 student no more A1 all the crap!
i just kept quiet eat my food!

after tat did my chinese compo and letter writting!
went KFC then sci remedial then headed home!

came home studied like mad!
needa study like 13 chapters.
came home bath use the com awhile.
then studied from 4pm to abt 8plus coming 9pm.
then watch tv while read my textbook.
at 9plus then ate my dinner...

after 10pm went to bed and fell alsleep.

science paper was ok.
after the paper straight away came home!
was having a headache and my parents was surprise
i came home so early!

tmr geo paper!
10 chapters!
so super tired,having headache,still must study!haiz!
STRESSED UPPP!!!!

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