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title:
date: Thursday, May 31, 2007
time:10:53 PM
today early morning woke up go out...
went to expo meet trudy and daimen at 9.15am...
went to emerge 2007 at city harvest...
it was GREAT!
can feel the presences of God...
ended at 1plus...

then went to eat...
haha saw shaelynna...
after tat went to trudy's house...
then went to play bball..

all the ppl i also dun really know de la onlu trudy...
ppl who went:timothy,trudy,tiam sing(dunno hw to spell)
and still have...

after tat went to eastpoint buy drink wif trudy.
then see the pet safra.
the dog super cute la...

then took MRT to tamp...
frm tm walk home...

came home went wif my dad go 200plus
eat..stupid sia..check out the price of the rabbit
dwaf de $220 there the pets damn ex la...

tmr?i dunno whats my plan:)


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date:
time:12:00 AM
ARGHHHHH!!!!
stupid sia...
i think i have isomnia..
late but dun feel like slping and also
cant sleep i think..
argh!tmr waking up at 7.45am...
go City Harvest Church...

carissa's idea:
carissaleeshuxian! BANGBANG!<3 says:
eat panadol & sleep
candy.... says:
what rubbish
carissaleeshuxian! BANGBANG!<3 says:
hehehe
carissaleeshuxian! BANGBANG!<3 says:
u get giddy what
carissaleeshuxian! BANGBANG!<3 says:
nono
carissaleeshuxian! BANGBANG!<3 says:
drowsy
carissaleeshuxian! BANGBANG!<3 says:
then drowsy alr
carissaleeshuxian! BANGBANG!<3 says:
can sleep
candy.... says:
i cannot Eat tat TIme i like choke then i scare le..nw dun dare swallow medicine
carissaleeshuxian! BANGBANG!<3 says:
HAHAHAHAH
carissaleeshuxian! BANGBANG!<3 says:
crush it!
candy.... says:
tried b4
candy.... says:
dun wanla
carissaleeshuxian! BANGBANG!<3 says:
LOL


today while cooking instant noodle..
for my dad,sis,sis bf and me...
then i was talking talking...
accidentally touch the stove..
idiot la burn my fingers...
damn PAIN la...
now 1 hand 2 plaster...
then the skin also coming off...

went to M1 bought new phone...
k618i...i'm still saving money for cybershotK810i...
love tat phone:)

bored -->moody...:(




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title:
date: Tuesday, May 29, 2007
time:11:30 PM
i'm like damn pissed off now!!!
simply feel like saying all the vulgarists out!!!!
saying F all the way la.

today met shaelynna at 1pm in school..
took bus to tamp inter...
then went to eat LJS and went
yellow buy the ear stud the sharp thingy...
damn expensive la $4.90...
after tat constance came to meet us..
walk ard...
then went home...

reach home at abt 5.30pm..
sis was sick..
so accompany her to the doctor straight after i came home..

came back abt 7plus...
cook potato salad...
9pm watch tv,eat potato salad...

tmr going to stay at home...
dont feel like going out...
guess sleeping till i happy...
cos tats nth else i could do..

thurs going city harvest church...
meeting daimen and trudy at 9.15am...
end at 1pm...
YES!trudy going with me:)

i'm going to save money for K810i...
the phone is so damn cool....



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title:
date: Monday, May 28, 2007
time:10:38 PM
afew pics taken at minghui house....










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title:
date:
time:5:30 PM
A super nice song:D

If I were blue
would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good
would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away
Would you be there..

if i am away
would you stil think of me
and wish that you could hold me now, hold me now~
and would you die for me
would you run with me
all the way

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be dere.. for me...


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title:
date:
time:5:18 PM
woke up at 10 plus today...
ate instant noodle for breakfast again...
after tat pei my dad go downstairs...
i watched him eat cos dun even feel like eating...

was damn pissed off la...
my dad say: now hoildays,i'm going to get u assement bk..
u better do or else i dun give u ur allowance...
then i was like WHAT THE HELL!!!?
i dun wan study either do i want to do assement book..
then he said dun make me angry until i tie u up...
then i said tie la,i call police say u child abuse...
then he kept quiet...i just cant be bothered la...

I HATE TO STUDY & DO ASSEMENT BOOKS...
STUDY ONLY WHEN ITS EXAM PERIODS I WILL STUDY...

after tat came home..
finally Pack my cupboard...
after tat,dye my hair..
dye nougat colour...
the colour turns out under sunlight,
quite obvious brown colour...
my mum nagged at me for awhile
then ok already haha...

tmr going out wif shaelynna i think...
dunno go where....


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title:
date: Sunday, May 27, 2007
time:10:58 PM
some pictures taken during clarissa birthday party...





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title:
date:
time:10:44 PM
went for breakfast wif my parents...
reach home at abt 10.25am...
gave black face to my parents la...
cos i dun wan go de then they ask me go.
then so late,i'm like late to mtg minghui...

reach home and stuff then meet her at 1045am..
saw tafe at 293 bustop so go together...
2nd service and 3rd service is together..
1 word it was SCARY!!!
i just find it scary la..
then after tat ppl get touch...
was powerful la...

after tat went to eat desert then headed of to tamp..
me,minghui &tafe walked home...
went to buy pasar malam food cos today last day..
then went to void deck eat then went minghui house.
took lots of random pictures...
haha upload it when tafe send to me...
reach home abt 9plus..

parents in JB later coming home...

HOILDAYS!??
but staying at home tmr...
wanna do housework..
act guai abit then can go out
wif out getting nagged at...

i want DYE hair..
i seriously want!!!!

due to a mistaken in my html my tagboard
was deleted wth!!!?
urgh!!!


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title:
date:
time:12:15 AM
today went for cell at constance's house...
it was different from the normal cell grp.
cos we were break into small group
and talk abt what are the problem we are
struggling with...
it is a good meeting:)

cell ended early today,
as they went for night meeting at church..
then me,jessica and shae took bus 10 to tamp inter
then we took 81,they went home and i went to clarissa's
birthday party...
jingyi,berlinda,amanda,vanessa,bryan & muhaimin went...
after tat cut cake and stuff..
then we walked to downtown...
saw lots of shss ppl there...

wanted to play pool...
but we are under age...
and also we dun look like 16...
and also my mum called and yelled at me.
as it was already 10.45pm abt there.
so we hang ard at the arcade for awhile.

then asked my dad come pick me up.
send muhaimin,vanessa,berlinda home...
reach home at abt 11.45pm...
guess going to have naggings and stuff..
well,not surprise anyway...

a tiring but fun day:)

tmr minghui coming my church hope she dun PS...
2 person PS me already for church tmr..
sighs!i just knew its going to happen...


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title:
date: Friday, May 25, 2007
time:8:22 PM
change my blogskin again...

yest after sch took cab to sean's house
wif zarifah and irfan then reach tamp at 5plus.
meet eunice for dinner then came home...

today get back report bk...
frm 6th postion to 8th position DEPROVE!!!
after sch meet jessica and shae...
eat then walk around find the
tube thingy blow become transparent balloon...
then ended up at 840 the mama shop...
reach home about 2.30..
use com then slp.

Life is so boring...
everyday is the same thing...
Boring days this days...


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title:
date: Wednesday, May 23, 2007
time:10:46 PM
wat a day...
sleep for 13 hours...
woke up at 1.10pm,
pei my dad go downstairs eat lunch...

came back watch my wei xiao pasta and played com till 6plus.
bath,eat dinner.
slack at the sofa then went downstairs wif my sis and her bf..
then came back...

BORING LA!!!!!

tmr is the second last day of SCHool:)
tmr aftrer school bored...
who free?wanna go out?


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title:
date: Tuesday, May 22, 2007
time:11:16 PM
was such a tiring day!!!!
woke up at 6am reach school at 6.30am..
wore jeans and PE shirt look so super toot la!

headed to muar somewhere in JB.
slept when going there slept when coming back..
slept on the way there..slept alot in this trip man!!!
when to the argiculture thingy...
was kinda boring and stuff la...

on the way back sat wif vanessa... laughing like siao...
haha jeshere my maid mei...
reach sch at abt 7plus went to the coffeeshop didn't eat la.
then walk home...

was tiring man! then now my arm & Knuckles blueblack...
arm joleen come punch me...
Knuckles is i punch trishal...

i suddenly have a urge to buy rabbit
while watching my 9pm show.
dwarf rabbit.... sighs miss my 2 rabbit..
one given away. one pass away.

if only i could buy they are so super CUTE!!!
if i buy what will happen?wondering...
will i be able to pester my parents to keep rabbit again?

tmr ponning school.. i dun care!no matter what!













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title:
date: Monday, May 21, 2007
time:10:23 PM
went to school today..
was feeling so tired and stuff...
cos i slept at 12.30am yest..

post exams.
went for hip hop dance was cool la..
then was amazed by the guy can dance so well...
after that went for the indian drum was super boring la..
dun even know wth is he talking abt...

oh ya i realised that i onli fail one sub:))
i pass my science in the end..
stupid sia chinese 48..
i dun wan go find ms quah also..
so obvious she's picking on me like siao...

after school wanted to go wif jesh and clarissa.
meet vanessa cos she Pon school...
walk half way to tm,
my mother sms me ask me go home early
wanna go visit my ah ma.
so i just went and PS them sorry ar...

went there was super boring feel alsleep.
on the way there.
fell alsleep while watching television there...
went to 85 had my dinner...

i guess someone is still
hmm angry wif me?

tmr going muar boring la!
6.30am needa reach school...
haha i wed going to Pon school:)

sighs sick again...
dehyrating,headache,tired,stomach ache & puffy eyes...


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title:
date: Sunday, May 20, 2007
time:8:45 PM
slept at 1.30am yest...
woke up at 9.15am today.
was hell tired!
drag myself up.

went to tamp meet shaelynna
waited for her for 20mins or so...
we reach church at abt 12.45pm...
after church went to KFC eat...
took bus 15.
wif evan.jessica & shae.
heard alot of stories frm evan:)
reached tamp inter sat there awhile.
evan continue her story and then went home.


To be frank.
today in church i was kinda pissed off..
i seriously dun care if u are reading anot.
but dun keep blaming them.


i have not been myself this few days...
i dun understand either do i know.
i'm just not me!?u understand???

pictures that i took that day...






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title:
date:
time:1:10 AM
I KNOW WHAT CHOICE TO MAKE ALREADY:)
i have made up my mind...


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title:
date: Saturday, May 19, 2007
time:11:23 PM
yest watch wei xiao pasta till 3.30am...

then today morning woke up at 10am if i'm not wrong.

went to church alone.
in the bus,read the book beauatitudes,
read abt 1chapter or more...
was ok la not as boring as i thot it was:)

reach church at abt 2pm...
walk,eat,slack awhile then zone service started..
theme is Grow or smth like that...

after finish already,we went to eat chicken rice...
then took bus 10 to tampines...
went to tamp mac slack awhile.
10.20pm reach home...

my mum yell at me awhile but not that bad la...
she ask me sweep floor i ask her ask my other sis..
but in the end i did what she say:)


my parents allow me go church camp already
BUT she expect me to go malayisa wif her next Time,
but i dun wan!cos is plain boring.
i told them straight to face that 2 old ppl and one young ppl
go their mind and what they see is different.
i dun feel Happy going there but i feel that i'm
being force to going there.
i dun wan to go just to ruin the whole trip wif my parents.
i dun wanna make an empty promise...

what is my choice now!?
i had tried my best,done my best,prayed hard,
waste my tears over and over this problem.
but now the answer is YES but yet,i'm still hesitating..
whats my answer!?
u must sacrifice something?




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title:
date: Friday, May 18, 2007
time:6:36 PM
went to school today...
didnt had my name tag on!
ms tan was gd:)
she say after assembly go buy
which means that i dun need stand infront...

got back my maths paper...
got 59/100..
haa i asked ms tan for 1 more mark.
she said why?then i said i wan get B..
she say she will decide...
sighs!my results all like what!?
i think my parents will get upset?maybe?

D&T was slacking all the way...
cant be bothered to do anything..
CME read teenage,sms,prank call...
science check the paper then fell alsleep...
maths get back maths paper...

after school went Tm..
wif jessica & shaelynna...
went to watch spider man 2.
we secretly bring LJS in...
after that walk home..

tonight going to watch my wei xiao pasta...
cause if not no time already...

sighsssssssss!?
problematic now!
have lots of problems/troubles in my mind now...
now this,later that then whats next!?





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title:
date: Thursday, May 17, 2007
time:10:23 PM
Bei Ji Xing De Yan Lei
Nicholas Teo (Zhang Dong Liang) Xiang duan le xian

Xiao shi ren hai li mian
Wo de yan zhong yu shi qu ni de lian
Zai deng yi hui
She wang liu xing hui chu xian
Yuan ru guo zhen de shi xian
Ai neng bu neng yong yuan ming tian
Huo xu lai bu ji bian
Dan ceng jing zou guo de zuo tian yue lai yue yuan
Bei ji xing de yan lei
Shuo bu chu de xiang nian
Yuan lai wo men huo zai liang ge shi jie
Bei ji xing de yan lei
Ni ku hong de shuang yan
Bei lin shi de nuo yan
Yan mo zai xin li mian
Wo tai tou kan zhe ai bu jian
Dang dui de ren
Deng bu dao dui de shi jian
Jiu zai fang kai shuang shou de shun jian
Ai si cheng liang bian
Bei ji xing de yan lei
Shuo bu chu de xiang nian
Yuan lai wo men huo zai liang ge shi jie
Bei ji xing de yan lei
Ni ku hong de shuang yan
Bei lin shi de nuo yan
Yan mo zai xin li mian
Wo tai tou kan zhe ai bu jian
Zheng ge yu zhou dou liu yan lei


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title:
date:
time:8:44 PM
today went to school first thing kenda caught by ms tan...

got back my results craps...
dunno if is should be happy or sad...
happy cause i improve!
sad cause i barely pass!

yesh i pass but is just barely pass abt 50plus..
i failed my chinese i gt 47:)i improve frm 30plus to 40plus...
i failed my science i deprove!craps...
mr yeoh still say he set this paper hard.
and if u get 45 and above is good already..
like what!!!!??i failed!u know!!???

not yet know my maths paper...
i have confience in paper 1
but paper 2 i'm not sure...
cos even the top in maths could fail/barely pass..
wad abt me???

after school went to safra wif shae&jessica...
played bowling...
shaelynna was the best among us...
after tat went to 802 eat our lunch cum dinner...
then went to tm...
in the end cons and euncie couldn't make it...
so we went home...

came home bath then went out meet my sis again...
now going to watch 9pm show....

the problem is back!?


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title:
date: Wednesday, May 16, 2007
time:10:40 PM
was so super pissed off today morning...
but yeah...today was totally bored...
spent 7 hours on television...
then the rest of the time on com...
wei xiao pasta is a super nice show la..
home alone all day at home la...

sorry shae& jessica ps u today...
tmr going out wif shae..

tmr results is out....
i think i'll do badly for my exams...
then will get nagging and stuff...
sighs!tmr i'm going to be dead!!!!


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title:
date:
time:11:14 AM
whats on parents mind???
exams are over 2 days no need go school cant even go out!
make me stay at home where there isnt a single person.
whats the point of me staying at home whole day?
whats the heck is on their mind?
i simply cant stand it!
when there is peace at home there is boredness..
when there is no peace at home is all nagging and stuff...
comeon la!i sick and tired of it already...
stay at home?what can i do?
computer?sleep?televison?guitar?
u think if u force me stay at home,
i will do all the housework!?
two word DREAM ON!!!!
ask me go work?
work ur head la!!?under aged right!?
super damn pissed off!!!?


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title:
date: Tuesday, May 15, 2007
time:11:44 PM
nag non-stop...
what the hell u wan!!???
everything need to chup...
what time sleep also must bother....
then every mins,moments,second,miliseconds.
must report to you???
exams just over...
2 days no need go school cant go out?
what rubbish?
i tried staying at home today was like so damn
bloody boring la...had headache and stuff...
comeon la!
regreting me go church.
ragging up all the past history.
saying the letter.
comparing me wif someone.
interfering my stuff.
changing hps.
church camp.
nag all u want!scold all u want.
i seriously cant be bothered!
i regreted writing the damn letter.
i just knew for sure that it isnt going to work..
saying that i got computer use thats gd enough.
what rubbish then i use com she say i everyday use.
so super contridicting...
say me mixing ard wif bad influence.
then what abt you?look urself in the mirror la...
i seriously cant be bothered at all...
yesh!i'm getting frm bad to worst...
say whatever you want!
judge me hw u wanna judge me!


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title:
date:
time:11:03 PM
sleep for 12 hours plus today:)
kenda awake by constance and 2 smses...
woke up at 12.45pm abt there...
so bored...
wake up,brush teeth,eat breakfast cum lunch...
then computer till 3plus buay tahan already...

broke my promise wif my mum...
called joleen & minghui jio them out..
plan to go safra but in the end...
go pasar malam buy food go void deck eat..
then go central park slack...
irfan also came...

played on the bicycle haha...
i cycle minghui:)

headed off to meet my sis at 6.30plus...
then came home...
didnt take rice for dinner..
only soup had not much apppite...

tmr going out wif shae and jessica..
cycle from tampines to pasir ris

grandma dis-charge already:)
i think she's alright now just need rest:)

thursday getting back my papers...
i'm going to be dead i promise!
my results going to flunk like siao..
parents will come nagging after me...

9pm show was so nice...
touching and sad...
haha when there's love,
there will not be hatred...
isit true???


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title:
date: Monday, May 14, 2007
time:11:41 PM
today maths paper 1
suprisingly was quite easy..
much much easily then paper 2..
althought i didnt study...

ended at 9am...
was super tired man!

went to city hall walk to marina square&suntec...
with junyang,clarissa,carissa,vanessa&jeshere...
settled our breakfast at mac...
after that vanessa&jesh went off..
walk ard was super bored la..

went bowling....
that clarissa argh!!!

after tat went to buy basketball...

went to tamp central park
play basketball...
then went to william's house..
had bs,dinner..eunice also got go..

new wishlist uploaded haha...
thanks junyang,clarissa and carissa...
go out today it was fun:)


now,physically headache.emotionally confused...
Every now and again i pretend i'm okay but that's not what gets me


I TRIED MY BEST..I DID MY BEST..TRYING EVERY WAYS
AND MEANS...WHAT DO U EXPECT ME TO DO!?


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title:
date: Sunday, May 13, 2007
time:10:33 PM
went to first service today...
after first service when to katong shopping center...
leaved the place at 11am wif shae...
took bus 10 to tm....

after tat i went to crystal jade eat then
headed off to NUH to visit my grandma...
sighs!she isn't feeling much better...
one of her legs can't really walk...
and also her kidney might not be functionally well..
as there is many toxics found in her blood...
she seems worried and stuff too...

after tat went to suntec...
walk to marina square eat swensen's
so paisehhhh the staff over there
sing birthday song to me...
walk around bought a formal jacket share wif my sis...
walk pass mini toons...
the soft toys super cute sia:)

settled our dinner at full noodles or smth...
korean food...was so super full la...
cant even eat...
still got cake in the fridge nt yet cut and eat...

nearly bought a hp...but didn't...

tmr going town...:)
glad that i'm 14:)

*i apologise for not being a good ............



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title:
date: Saturday, May 12, 2007
time:10:41 PM
hello...
today early in the morning went market..
lucky gt jasmine pei me go:)

after tat my dad drove me and jasmine go:)
to constance house...
cell today was about JOY!
the second fruit...
it was great!gt touched by God..
but sad that terry and clement is changing cell...

after cell slack at cons house leave her house at 7plus.
went to bedok mac eat then headed home!
didnt get scoldings:)

i promise myself not to be angry or pissed off for a week...
not to quarrel wif my parents:)
i'm in the right track with God thats why thats so many
problems & troubles waiting for me to overcome it...
determinations leads to perserverances...
as for my parents it takes step by step...

tmr going for 1st service then bs wif william and tafe.
then leaving at 11pm go tm to meet my family..
celbrating mother's day and my birthday:)

monday out wif 2c girls...haha my gfs...go town...
tuesday wif my shae,jasmine?i dunno la...
watch movie?shopping?slack?
wed hmm maybe out again wif shae they all...
hmm maybe going out wif darren and amanda la...
great days ahead:)

happy mother's day:)


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date:
time:12:16 AM
ended school at 9.40am today..
after school went to 813 find
shae then took bus to tm...
went to LJS to eat first time eating the breakfast de...

went to hunt for mother's day present & card.
then went to jessica's house...
played miniclips,yahoo pool and audition...
was so super bored man!!!!

after tat headed off to orchard to mtg terry...
me,shae and jessica pei terry go job interview...
took bus to dunno where la...
so super deserted then waited for like 45 mins..
then headed off to another interview waited for him for 1hour...

headed off to marina south eat steamboat...
jasmine also join us:)
reach home abt 10.35pm...

pass the present to my mother.
explain 30mins abt the church camp...
basically everysingle thing...
but she still dun agree wif it!
argh!dunno la...
nvm as long as one day she dun allow i will keep
pestering her...determination!!!

tmr mtg jasmine 10am under my block...
be obasang tmr le...
early in the morning go supermarket buy thing to cook
for refreshment...
mtg-ing the rest at 1pm at tamp small mac...

strong craving for pasar malam birdnest..
it have been ages since i last drink!!!
hopefully my house there the pasar malam have:)

[[2 more days]]


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title:
date: Thursday, May 10, 2007
time:8:10 PM
mood wasn't that good this few days...
well i just simply can't be bother at times.
my attitude is changing...
can feel/sense it...
i guess i'm going to be nagged at again.
i seriously can't be bother...
thinking if i should go againist it?
what can they do?
am i changing or are they changing?
isit cos i'm easily pissed off angry nowadays?
are they unreasonable or i asked too much?
what are they thinking?
what am i thinking?
whats the reasons?
or isit just disallowing without a single reason?
am i being myself this few days or am i acting in the past?
things on my mind now is just going everyday.
can't be bother with watever that is happening/going to happen...




pictures taken... Me &taferine..jump!!!

at the playground...emo!!!
My Bf!believe?
negative!emo kid!
staring into blank space?




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title:
date:
time:2:12 PM
today paper was average...
i guess i could pass:))
tmr is lit paper.
just read through those story...

after school went to safra wif clarissa and trishal...
played bowling...
trishal:60
clarissa:80
me:69
wanted to play pool but too many ppl already...
then a girl frm i think bedok view kept staring at me?
weird...

came home the music started for awhile then she went to work..
puke lucky she had work today:))


yest went to visit my grandma she look so ill...
hope she will feel better...

tmr after school mtg peipei aka shae:)
go tm.sry to keep u waiting for 40 mins

tmr ar haha...

monday last paper SENTOSA>3
its going to be fun man!


tuesday & wed go out anyone?
jio me out...

dying to be out...

*3 more days...

I"M BACK TO THE PAST!!!
nvm u guys would not know what i meant...


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title:
date: Wednesday, May 09, 2007
time:5:05 PM
science paper was alright today la...
MCQ was ok...
section B & C kinda hard..
i think can pass la:)

after school went to 813 play basketball...
with bryan,sean,bryan,ebenzer,muhaimin,
junyang,carissa,clarissa,jeshere,vanessa...

walk under the rain...
drench frm head to toe...

came home studied my geo..
haha i think i will pass man!

argh!feel so super pissed off man!
i really meant it!
be middleman between my parents
in the end mum scold me dad scold me.
wth!come on la i'm just passing the message right.
that make me lose my temper and start yelling at them la.

yest even worst my mother was like,
that one on the table buy for u u dunno hw to keep ar?
then i was like u think what?i fortuneteller ar!?
never tell me thats for me i can predict ar?

grandma now in hospital when i'm not even aware of it!
ltr going to hospital find her...
sighs!whats happening man!
that time look so weak now admitted to the hospital...


*i'm back to the past...








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title:
date: Tuesday, May 08, 2007
time:11:20 PM
went to had my dinner wif my sis just now...
days are so boring especially when its during
exams period...

studied for my science...
hopefully i could pass....

dunno whats on my mind now.
is just blanked...



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title:
date:
time:4:36 PM
dragged myself over the bed...
was veri tired and sleepy today...
went to school...eyes was half open...

maths paper i think i have tons of mistakes
due to carelessness...
chinese paper comfirm fail la...
i'm like going crazy...
stress and my brain couldn't take in anymore...

after school called jessica,shae and eunice asking if they wanna go out...
jessica:wanna go home
shae:at her fren house
eunice:didnt pick up her phone...

so in the end join muhaimin,clarissa,junyang,
ebenzer,vanessa and jeshere go mac eat instead of KFC...
walk pass A1 saw taferine and walk home wif her..
we took the long way.walk pass 840...
at her house downstairs slack.
took pictures and stuff...
really needa de-stress man!

tmr science paper...
hopefully it will be easy...

27th May 2007 i think i going clarissa's party
after cell group la...

5 more DAYS!!!
hoping,praying that the answer will be YES!!!!

going off to take a short nap:)




*If you gave me, one more chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
If you gave me, one more chance to tell you howI was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes
and you know I'd never let you go


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title:
date: Monday, May 07, 2007
time:8:43 PM
2nd post of the day...
studied frm 1.30pm to 3.30pm..
frm 3.30 to 4.30 went to sleep...
ask someone call me wake up,in the end,
i woke up at 4.45pm instead of 4.30...

went online check elearn if any new uopdates...
contiuned studying at 7pm to 8.30pm...
wah can die ar...
ltr 10pm study again...

oh ya...abel yeo came back school today...
his eyes was kinda scary but like L in death note...

just now the policeman came ask me for statement
abt my handphone thingy...

maths &chinese paper tmr die le....

6 more days!!!!
let the ans be YES!


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title:
date:
time:1:23 PM
a quick post before going study...
today chinese compo...
comfirm get U grade de.
history was alright la...
i think can pass or maybe 40 plus...


tmr CHINESE AGAIN!
i lost interest in chinese cause i hate chinese.
i cant pass for sure. 3/50 for test mid year can get 50/100?
dream on man!

MATHS....
i needa pass maths badly...
maths links to everything...
maths links to going out links to pocket money and stuff...
my dad expect me to pass maths without fear for every exams...
15 chapters to rush through today....
tmr u'll see a moody,moodless,zoombie and panda candy...
i think....

i seriously can't wait for my exams to be over..
and then its like a hoilday to me...


6 more days to make my parents change their mind....
6 more days to mother's day.
6 more days to my birthday...
7 more days to sentosa....
6 more days!!!!change their mind........
6 more days please my mum's heart..
7 more days fun,enjoy and relaxing....


hate exams....i seriously DO!

A special hello to Clarissa John...
the girl who spys on my BLog...


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title:
date: Sunday, May 06, 2007
time:8:52 PM
Hello...
woke up late today...
rush to church reach there about 12pm...
after cell was disappointed, sad and stuff...
tears rolling down my checks...

went to coffee showcase.
Went to 711 bought ice cream& chocolates...
spent like $5.30...
When I’m sad i love eating chocolates...

took bus 10 to tamp inter with shaelynna ,Jessica &Eunice.
have a lot of questions which humans can't answer...
only God could answer it..

Jessica was feeling unwell....
hope that she will recover soon...
she took 291 home..
me, Shaelynna and Eunice went to Tm walk walk...
haha hinting hinting!!!

thanks for those who console me...
Shaelynna(u're the first to make me laugh)
Jessica(u're the one tat tried to make me laugh)
Evangeline(u're the want tat let me think after tat)
Constance(u're the one tat comforted me)
Taferine(u're the one asking if i'm feeling better)
i'm sorry for pulling a long face today....
i'm sorry to dao u guys today....
Love you guys!

i will not let the Devil win!
Romans 8:31 if God is for us,who can be against it.
Romans 5:3 rejoice in our sufferings, because we know
that sufferings produces perseverance.
1 Thessalonians 5:18 give thanks in all circumstances
for this is God's will for you in Jesus Christ.
Everything happen for a purpose and I think I know what is it for…
what i should do now is pray hard and have faith in God.

special hello to Eunice & clement...
please tag dun spy...



EUNICE!I LOVE YOU!!!!

tmr is my chinese paper 1 and history paper...
hoping that i will do well...keep me in prayers alrights:)


an awesome song...

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover mewithin your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust


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title:
date: Saturday, May 05, 2007
time:10:35 PM
woke up at 8.15am today...
leave the house at 9am.
went to church alone.

in the bus studied my history.
happy.cos i have completed studying all the chapter tested.
sad cos just have the fearing i will fail:S

went to clean the church.
did the vacum cleaner thingy.
jessica help me wif the strings.
after tat,went to 2nd lvl eat.

took bus 12 to tim's house at simei.
today jason preach abt LOVE.
haha the song i remembered i think of is
without love by stacie orrico.
cos is the lyrics is the whole verse in the bible:)

after cell..celbrate me,tafe,jessica & jason's birthday:)

after fellowship played monopoly.
was a chaos man!
haha i was screaming and yelling asking ppl give money:)
after tat took cab home wif william,tafe and cons...

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO JESSICA:)

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO TAFERINE:)


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title:
date: Friday, May 04, 2007
time:11:54 PM
to: ?
my fren had commented abt u in msn...

carissaleeshuxian! BANGBANG!<3 says:
THIRDLY, I THINK THAT "?" IS SUCH A SUCKER.

NO RIGHT TO DOUBT/JUDGE/ASK YOU IF YOU ARE CHRISTIAN.


carissaleeshuxian! BANGBANG!<3 says
please go to hell. cause u have no right to ask/doubt/

judge candy if she a christian -_-


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title:
date:
time:7:53 PM
went to school today miss quah caught my socks.
watever la bitch!cockeye isit?shss can be seen wat!?
then went to tell the teachers ard her.
this candy ar yest ask her pull her sock,
then today again so low.whatever BITCH OFF!!!

during D&T make a heart...
3 layers of plastic.
not yet buffed and also nt veri nice:(

lit did test gt 15/20:]

last 2 period of lesson.
was science mr yeoh's lesson.
got back my graph test gt 3/15.
was super emo and kinda moody.
went bell ring i just walk out go home straight.

studied 2 chapters of my history leave wif 1 more chp.
tmr needa reach church by 10am clean the church.
then go timonthy's house for cell...

sigh.now not in a good mood.
cause of some stuffs.
moodless for anything now.
just feel like going out and walk all the way.

back to the emo,moody,moodless & problematic me...








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title:
date: Thursday, May 03, 2007
time:11:05 PM
hello...
kenda scolded by miss tan
cause of my name tag ask me sew it
when its already sew on rubbish la she!
pisses me off...

then quah quah the stupid JOYCE QUAH.
she suck man!ruin my mood of the day.
she insulted and humilate me..
ask me pull my sock all the way up.
then stand infront of the class.
if u think tat u're HOD u're big then think watever u wan.
cause mani students hate u and bad mouthing you.
curse and swearing at her.


after school called jessica
went to A1 find jessica,shae and tafe.
walked aimlessly and landed up at a shelter hut?
took some random pictures wif taferine.
jumping like siao and stuff...

then jessica and shaelynna came my house.
watched norbit went to tm met constance.
then followed by eunice came along.

went to foodcourt.
at foodcourt eat & study...
studied 2 chapters of science.
totally screwed for the topic
atoms &molecules.
i just have a strong feeling that i'm going to fail my sci...

parents had been quite ok wif me now:)
much more freedom....

wanna watch superman3 & 100 pounds beauty.
but just dun have the time.
can't wait for exams to be over man!


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title:
date: Wednesday, May 02, 2007
time:10:54 PM





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title:
date:
time:10:44 PM
hello...
today school was alrights.
i was like super hyper la...

hate tat history teacher miss abilah super act la!
aiyo!heng nt my history teacher ar!!!!

plan out a 14 may last paper go sentosa play.
haha celbrate my late birthday cum clarissa's birthday in advance:)
guess it will be a great day man!

skip maths rememial as it was a u want go go dun wan go also can.
went to KFC eat wif berlinda,amanda and other ppl.

came home studied did homework and did birthday card.
my art indeed sucks man!

at night,went to Safra wif my sis.
fool me!in the end i play all alone.
and i seriously suck like shit man!

just wondering if i did change???
change to the better or worst?
pai kai or guai kai?
some ppl say last year i better.
some ppl say this year i better.

totally forget wat i wanna post le...
just end here....


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title:
date: Tuesday, May 01, 2007
time:10:27 PM
hello....
today woke up at abt 10.55pm...
woke up fell,alsleep again haha...

cook noodle for breakfast.
then studied my history.
was quite happy as i managed to study 1 chapter
and rmb it:)its abt hw british rule over singapore...

after tat went to my ah ma's house at bukit panjang...
as she was unwell...
she look so weak..hope she'll recovered faster...
me,my sis and my dad was like slacking on the sofa...
watched DOA.watch till fell alsleep at the last part...

after tat went to bedok settled our dinner there.
walk around and then went home.

had scoldings frm my parents as i ask them to buy me hp
urgh!!!?felt sad but okok la at least i'm not angry:)

must force myself to drink honey...
as my mum had been scolding me.
as i refused to drink liang teh and stuff...

tmr is wed a late day for sch:)
tmr after sch i'm coming home.
STUDY!needa stuff everything in my brain...
i wanna do well in my MID-YEARS:)

how am i feeling now? HAPPY:)
for the past few days UNHAPPY:(
got no idea why also...


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