today,woke up early in the morning,
my mother scold scold scold.
so irritating lah just cause my dad went to cruise
then my mother was upset then started yelling at us.
after yelling,she headed off to work.

my second sis took off today
so we went to tm for her banking stuff
together with her bf.
hang around there till it was abt 4plus then headed home.
reached home at abt 5.25pm.

5.30 watched the channel 8 man at forty.
then 6pm switch to channel U the champion.
is like whenever i watched that show i feel so inspired
to be a swimmer la.
I WANNA BE A SWIMMERRR!!!!!!!!!

yest,went out early in the morning.
like 11.45am met jessica at tamp Mrt.
then reached town at 12.30pm met shae & cons.
went to eat soul garden.
ate till like super super full lah..
then constance say me like what mermaid.
cos my plate was full muscle shell.

after eating,went to walk around...
bought 2 tee-shirts.
one of them is same as shaelynna.
and a pair of shoe.
bought the everlast instate of the converse want.

had a great day yest...
Shaelynna: good fren & girl fren:)
Jessica: Bestie:)
Constance: nt sure yet...

monday starting work again!
every morning 9am needed reach work place.
sian la....

i wanna go Night Safari.
i wanna go Sentosa.
i wanna go swimming.
i wanna go kayaking/cannoeing
i wanna go Lots of Places.

for once,let me be a person who can't be bothered at all...
Trying very hard to be one.


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yest,went to liu yan's house
reach her house at abt 7pm.
had bible study with her.
or rather more like talking session.
after tat,walk home.

reached home at around 9.15pm.
my eldest sis ordered canadian pizza.
ate the pizza at 10pm then use com.

today stayed at home whole day till abt 3pm.
leave my house,went to TM meet merri and bk.
went to walk around
then sat at coffeebean drink coffee.
talk awhile then went tm walk around again.
reached home at about 6.30pm.

now,my mood is super super PISSED OFF!!!
like i've done nth wrong
then come say me!
what the...
irritated lah!!!

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today went to church.
met Shae as usual,i was late again...
sorryyy....

today pastor Daniel preach about
1)principle of linkages
2)principle of loss
3)principle of Love
service ended at about 3plus.

after tat headed to parkway Kfc to eat.
was super hungry cos didn't eat for the whole day.
after tat Jess and Shae went home.
so the rest slack there.
then went parkway they bought auntie Anne.

took bus 15 home alone
as the rest took 31 they going TM look at something
then go home.

alight from the bus was raining super super heavy
but i just didn't bothered and just continue walking under the rain
till i reach my house.
while walking,was listening to my ipod
haha favourite band CASTING CROWNS:D
when i reached home,i was soaking wet from head to toe.
quickly bath and then used the computer as usual.

today,szeyan & kailing came church.
hope tat they would continue to come again:)

tmr night,going to liuyan's house
as she's giving me bible study:))

3 more weeks to camp!!!

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yest night,went to eat with my both sis,dad and louis(sis bf)
ate at Geylang no sign board.
eldest sis treat my dad as his birthday present...
total bill was like $185?eat till super super full la.

today,surpose to be cell outing?
but is free and easy can dun go also.
ended up only 2 person?
me and weizheng.
all didnt come.

me and her went to eat pizza hut.
then walk around.
she was looking for dress for wenli's wedding.
had nothing to do after tat.

so went for zone 5 service
located at bible house dunno bible wat.
zone 5 split up now have zone 6.
wow!they multiply so fast.

after tat,me,weizheng,junjie and some zone 5 ppl went to eat.
went to eat vietnam food(dunno hw to spell) located at joo chiat
didn't eat cos had no appetite.

after tat,didnt take the same car as weizheng cos different dirrection.
instead,took the same car as isaiah,edwin,suffrain(dunno hw to spell)
then went to church pick carol up.
then they send me home.
on the way,carol told me the story of vanessa.
i just felt that she's quite poor thing la.

reach home at abt 10.07pm.
hopefully,tmr minghui,szeyan and vanessa would come church tmr.


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shouldn't i be rejoicing?feeling happy?
but why am i not?why am i feel the way
i shouldnt be feeling???
1 james 1:2-3, 1 james 1:12
i still dun understand?

Stained Glass Masquerade-casting crowns.
Does anyone hear her-casting crowns.

Am I the only one in church today feelin' so small
Cause when I take a look around
Everybody seems so strong
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong




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CASTING CROWNS LYRICS"

All Because Of Jesus"

Giver of every breath I breathe
Author of all eternity
Giver of every perfect thing
To You be the glory
Maker of Heaven and of Earth
No one can comprehend Your worth
King over all the universe
To You be the glory

And I am alive because I'm alive in You

It's all because of Jesus I'm alive
It's all because the blood of Jesus Christ
That covers me and raised this dead man's life
It's all because of Jesus I'm alive

I'm alive, I'm alive
Giver of every breath I breathe
Author of all eternity
Giver of every perfect thing
To You be the glory
Maker of Heaven and of Earth
No one can comprehend Your worth
King over all the universe
To You be the glory

And I am alive because I'm alive in You

It's all because of Jesus I'm alive
It's all because the blood of Jesus Christ
That covers me and raised this dead man's life
It's all because of Jesus

Every sunrise sings Your praise
The universe cries out Your praise
I'm singing freedom all my days
Now that I'm alive

I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive

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16 nov was the last day of work.
then they will call me and shae back again
if there's other job to do.
was so HAppy haha my holidays had just began:)
16 nov was my dad & eunice birthday.

17 nov didnt join my cell to sanche's house eat
and dinner when to eat with jasmine as she treat.
instead,me,my dad,mum,second sis and her bf went to JB.
went to eat seafood resturant just beside the sea.
the total bill was like 150Rm la..
so much seafood also haha....

went to the pet shop have 2 monkey so cute la.
if can buy frm there i will surely buy back.
haha i wanna have monkey as my pet:)

yest,went to church ask my dad drive me there.
after church went to safra to watch the soccer match.
watch awhile then me,tafe and merri went to play vb.
after tat,went to william's house downstairs eat then walk home.
springfield is not as scary as last time le.

later,going jj's house swim.
night swimming:)

tmr going back sch hopefully,i can get into the subject i've selected:)
guess i wont be buying hamster already:(
cos no one help me look after when i'm going for youth camp.
HAIZZZ!!!

i'm so happy....
i can sense and feel tat i'm much better in terms of attitude
and character at home:)
seldom quarrel with my parents either do i shout at them.
trying hard be a good testimony:)

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yest after work,went to tm to watch gameplan.
i think 11 ppl went in total.
the show was great!
funny,touching and nice.
the small girl also quite cute:)
after the movie,went to eat.
then headed home.
reached home at 11.15pm.
and i didnt get any scoldings:)

Today,didn't have work,
cos my boss let me and shae rest then fri go back.
slept for 11hrs 20mins.
home alone again!
dad went to cruise.
mother & sisters all went to work.
alone in the house again!
bored bored super bored.
lazy to go out also
tats why i rejected shae.

haiz!so irritated...
no matter wat i do,
how many hrs i slp and stuff.
my headaches still come everyday.
so sick and tired about it.
but i didnt tell my parents or they'll
nag nag nag and stuff.
didnt eat medicine as i hate eating panadols.

jasmine's party changed to sat.
well,i guess i cant make it then.
sorry jasmine.
sat i wont be going with the cell to sanche's house and stuff.


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yucks!i hate this kinda feeling.
having headaches everyday without fail.
reluctantly doing things...
but i must ENDURE:D
2 more days:D

today,as usual.was reluctant to wake up go to work.
but in the end force myself to go.
lazy to get of the bed so,
i purposely fell off my bed.

went to work was usual,
headaches and tiredness and stuff.

2 more days then we completed what we are assign to do:D
so,we can take a break first
while my boss confirm with us if they still need us to work
other things.
finally i can take a BREAK:D
can i sleep for 24 hrs????

tmr after work going to watch movie,
with Eunice,cons,Shae,jasmine,Jess and dunno who else
GAMEPLAN!
heard it was a nice show
and it had been along time since i last watched movie...

Friday is jasmine's chalet.
16 nov 2007:Eunice birthday
my dad's birthday.

sat not going for cell....

now,my mouth hurts,headaches,dehydrating AGAIN!
now I'm going to sleep...
bye bye.

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today went for Cell group...
it was at liu yan's house.
today,eunice preach she preached abt
one-side relationship with GOD...
was a great message.

after cell played psp while emoing...
was quite boring as cell ended quite early
and we had nth to do.
then me and eunice went into the room.
spoke to her and stuff.

life isn't a bed of roses.
It will NEVER be smooth all the time.
everyone will surely have problems/troubles/struggles
to overcome:))

went to bedok 85 to have our dinner.
after tat went to hideout cafe to check it out
as it was my cousin's bf shop.
its a place to play and relax.

after tat,took bus 17 alight at near safra there.
then walked home.
walk pass springfield was so scary la!
dun even dare to walk in.
conference with shae and jess.
thank you ar:)
lucky shae nv tell me ghost story of springfield.

ask my mother abt camp.
she nagged at me but i just kept quiet.
i just knew she would let me go:D
God answers prayers:)

tmr meeting jess at 10am small mac.
reaching church by 11pm.
signing up for camp tmr:):)
2 reasons why i wan go camp:D

i doubt u will read this but just wanna tell u..
i believe tat u'll come church again.
i believe tat one day,u'll know wats wrong and wats right.
cos i know God is a good God...
i'll be praying for u hoping to see you back in church!!!!

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yest was surpose to go swimming with terese.
then last min cancelled
cos of some reasons...
so went to tm meet her
then walk to tampines st 11 go cut my hair
my hair now like much shorter then last time
then all i think one tone length
then behind gt one tail.

terese says its obvious but i dun think so.
after tat headed home at abt 4plus.
went out for 3 hrs only.

yest gt my psp...
haha so fun to play!
then today went to internet and stuff.
cos was too bored le.

today work was alright!
just kinda tired and dunno why gt stiff shoulders.
while working was having headache
came back home was also having slight headache!

haiz!wondering should i continue to work
as in cos the phones i think before 20th of this month can complete already.
then if continue is do other things.
haiz work or dun work???
holidays i need sometime to relax and play.
but wats the point if i keep playing and nt work
and my parents will keep scolding and nagging at ME!!!

this job is a gd experience!
the pay is good!
its not tat tough!
but i'm stress and i need rest!
having headaches!
having eyebags!
having panda eyes?
feeling so tired!
feeling so busy till at times moodless!

how how how????
haiz! really dunno!
didnt tell my parents abt it cos their ans i already know.

tmr cell is at liu yan's house
prayer at 2pm cell at 3pm.

tired,stiff shoulders,slightly headache and i think dehyrating soon!


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TMR NO WORK!!!!:))


cos its Deepavali...
no work=no pay:'(

work nowadays quite ok la..
just tiring & stressed.
then now my fingers also KNS!
so many cut markings.
then so dry then dunno la!
see le super irritated can already!

20th nov 2007...
i think i'll be taking leave.
i needa go back sch!SIAN LA!
go take my report book and see my subject combinations.
hope can get wat in wat i had chose.

tmr going to sleep in!
i want slp as late as possible!
i'm so super tired.
its been a long time since i can slp late:)
then wake up going swimming with Terese.
go swiming relieve stress.
swiming 30 laps by tmr:))
go chiong swimming....
maybe going to cut hair too.


I broke the promise!!!

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its been long since i last post.
tues started working.
at first,it was alright.
then slowly slowly they change then harder and harder.
every morning wake up at 7.30am then end work at 6pm.
step out of the the sky so bright.
after work look at the sky sun set already.

working is so tired,stressed up at times.
all i can say is tat working days and school days
is totally different...

yest after work went to airport with shae.
then went to see the planes was so cool la.
i love to see planes i love to sit planes:)
then our daddy and mummy come meet us..
haha daddy=Jun Jie
mummy=weizheng
then jun jie said grace so funny la.
thank you for the food and bless
this family time together.

after tat,they drove me and shae home.
reach home at abt 10pm.

today went to work as usual.
work was super stressed today!
alot of the stupid modern cant even work!
after work,went to Orchade.
walk walk then meet daddy and mummy for dinner again.
went to Mos burger eat.

family outing with shae,junjie and weizheng
will be going to night safari but dunno when
haha HAPPY FAMILY!!!

then took MRT home.
reach home at abt 10.30pm.

happy or sad??surpose to work for 2wks.
but now,i think it would be longer
most likely 1 month or so.
ahh!!!TIRED!STRESSED!SIAN!
dunno is happy or not la.

so super tired!
eyebags is back!
tmr having church clean up at 10am i dun think i'll be going
cos i scared i cant wake up too tired.
cell group will be at church hang out.
after cell will be heading to east coast for bowling!
its been a long time since we all go bowling:)

haiz! mother will be going to be more strict then before
FOR SURE!

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