today was o levels chinese
hope i can pass...
miracle that i can understand the compo questions
& roughly know the comprehension...

yest had lunch at tepanyaki with paul & his dad
& also dinner with paul & his dad at sch area coffeeshop...
helped paul pack and fold his clothes:))
Also,he bought me an red rose:))
hahaha!! sooo sweet and he manage to surprise:))
saturday headed to church
one80 youth service offically launch:)
had magicians sooo cool he ate a balloon!!!
after which headed for my sister bbq at ecp:))


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headed to sentosa on saturday:))
a blast date day at sentosa;))
wanted to suntan but didnt had much sun
so decided to go to the water thingy at sentosa

we played like small kid climbing doing stupid stuff
and taking random picturess
after which at 4plus pm we went to the beach
haha soo unique,we sun tan at the rockk
its unique,clean and top view of everything;))

after which headed to eat tomyum soap:))
den headed home
had a great and BLAST day:))
truly ENJOYED myself:))

sunday headed to church
then watched 3 movies( where gt ghost,my wife is a gangster
&&& funny people))
after which eat then home sweet home!!!

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EXAMS FINALLY CAME TO AN END!!!:))
however,o levels are on the way:((
sighs im afraid and dread of studying arghh!!!

long time since i post....
today headed out with paul khoo:))
wanted to go bugis watched ip man 2
but the timing was too late and today movie
timing is like shit lah!
frm 1-3pm no movie timing
at bugis & tampines arghh!!!
headed back to tamp played arcade and stuff
then followed paul to krtc for awhile...

met joleen for dinner talk,walk around and bought
present for paul:)) hope he liked it:))
had a great time talking to joleen:))

yesterday wanted to go church
but something cropped up ...
in the end didnt go church...
i wanna go church sooonnn....

went to eat dinner with paul khoo at
century square bought couple earpiece haha sooo cute:))

every falls brings you
closer to being successful

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my whole mind is filledd with thoughts now...

studies had been super tedious,stressful and tough
sighss! is like there's no satisfaction
thoughts always come in my mind telling me
"candy,is this your best?"/this isnt gd enough
& at the end of the day u will just feel demoralized,
lousy,irritatied,fear arghhhh soo tired...
so lack of confidence:( but i did studied arghhh
does anybody knows how it feels like?:((


however,i thank God for paul khoo...
his always there bearing/tolerating my whinnings,moodswings,
encouraging me,cheering me up.
especially during this period of time(tough/rough/stressful/tedious)
greatlyyy appreciatedd:))

2 more days to paul khoo's 18th birthday:))
5 more days to my 17th birthday:))
6 more days to end of examsss!!!:))

i prayed that i will be able to acheive great results
& watever i sow,i will reap them!

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arghhhh!!!:(((
candyyy feels damn freakinggg boredd now!
hate coming home early cause ive nothing to do
and my mind will start thinking and i will go into deep thoughts
which affect me badly!!!!

today headed to church with paulkhoo!
pastor Daniel preached really well today:)
after which headed for lunch with cell..

headed off to studyy todayy
took circle line not bad quite fast:))
went to pasir ris coffeeclub studyy.
den headed home at 7pm....

sighs i feel so sad,lousy,suckish,demoralized,no motivation
im scared & afraid!!! my studies just sucks!
and i just dont see the reward i get for putting effort.
why?i just dont get it:((
exams are like next tuesday and im feeling sooo demoralizeddd!!!
arghhh!!!

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